Conflicting Emotions

Whatever this is

Whatever this is I hope you know its for you
Apologies just wont do
Things I do just dont go through
With what you think and what you like
Im sorry for being rude but you just dont know
What I have to show
What Im going through
'I love you' to me doesnt sound so true
But whatever its cool
I hope you know that I was a fool
For going off on you
Its true
Im stupid for that, matter of fact I lack
The strength to go on
Without me next to you
This thing we have I want to last
Broken hearts all Ive got but youre my cast
I know its fast but it has
Been a while, since we met
Googley eyes, loud mouth
And pretty adorable
Plorable
Doorable
Floorable
What I said was pretty dumb
Also those too
Being abused is what Im used to
So saying I love you feels new
See what you do
Whatever this is,
Im just glad its with you