When wrong feels right

When You Just Need Time: Chapter 15

Camo POV

"Connie I'm sorry, I know I get a lil aggressive with my talking but it's only because you not answering me, call me back"

I called again, "The person you are calling has a voicemail that is filled, and not taking messages right now. Please try again later" the voicemail said

Damn. I texted her phone again and again

I know you see my missed calls, my messages, all that.. Get back with me

Baby I'm sorry

I understand where you're coming from and it's all my fault

I'll work on myself for us

I just want to know that you're good

I just want you to call back, you don't have to even say anything, just breathe on the phone if you want. I'm worried Con. Hit me back up.

I had been calling and texting all day and night, I didn't have a feeling of that maybe she was in danger, but I felt like whatever she was doing wherever she was.. She needed me, whether it was my shoulder or my protection, she needed me there.

"So what's up Boss? What's the move today?" Cease asked me

"Nothing's up, free day. Go home"

"You sure?" He asked me

I didn't reply.

Next to come in was Bugg, "Dude, you know we have bills to pay, money to make, all of that right?" He asked me, "I know my sister is ignoring you and all, but you gotta keep going with your life. Her mom taught her well man, she's good"

I hoped he was right.

BUGG POV

I dialed the number and honestly, I didn't want to. But I know that I had to, my sister was MIA, and she knew where she was, I was sure of that

"Hello?"

"Selena" I responded

"Joey? Hey! How are you hijo?" She asked

"That's not important, I didn't call you for that. Where's Conniea?" I asked

"With a friend, going through some things"

"Things like what?"

"You're her brother.. Ask" she stated

"Don't tell me what to do." I retorted

"Can you meet up with me? So we can talk? Maybe you will stop hating me so much" she asked

"I don't hate you, I hate God for choosing you to be my mom, that's what I hate" I spat

"I'll be at your favorite park... You're free to come by, not saying you have to, but I really wish you would"

I hung up in her face. I wasn't sure about the situation, maybe I wasn't ready. Talking to her or thinking about the situation made me turn soft, took me back to being that little kid. I would never be that kid again.