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truth is,
i'm afraid to like her,
i'm afraid to fall in love with her.

-because falling for her means
i have moved on from her.

and i'm not sure i'm ready to let go of her yet.

yet, she is something i'm (truthfully, honestly) learning to love.

i mean, how could i not?
she was there when i needed her,
she was there to wipe my tears,
she was always there to make me smile,
she was there for me even if i didn't ask her to be.

and i'm afraid i like her too much
that i want to hate her,
because she distracts me from this
miserable world i'm in.

the world where all i feel is
pain,
sadness,
guilt,
worry,
and a broken heart.

she is probably worth forgetting her, isn't she?
yet, she is something i xaern.

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incase you're confused, normal her is the present girl and italicized her is his ex-girlfriend.

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