X. Self Mutilation

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He had no time to think thoroughly. He decided that the only way to rid himself of the pain was to remove the feeling in the arm entirely. He grabbed the hand with the wrist wound and held it upward. He didn't want to think about what he was about to do, as that may have caused him to refrain and suffer longer. He held his hand tightly and pushed it towards the edge of the table, hitting his elbow with it. He coughed up more of the thick blood and yelled as he attempted to break his own arm against the table. He went for another hit and showed no mercy for his arm. He tried pushing his hand further back as he slammed his elbow against the edge of the table again and heard a crack. His tears began to obscure his vision once again but he paid little attention to it. He yelled louder as he pushed his hand the opposite direction he wanted it to and slammed his elbow against the table again. Soon the arm was limp and the skin around the elbow tore. It hung uselessly as he held it before him. His arm was broken and the pain had transferred from the gash in his wrist to his elbow. He grabbed his hand tightly and pulled it across his torso. He held his wrist and gritted his teeth as he tried to pull the bone out of place. He did not want to feel the arm anymore and he had lost all sense of rational thinking. The veins in his neck and head protruded outward as he pulled the hardest he could. The skin began to tear and there was no way to ease it until it came off. He pulled even harder on his wrist and the flesh of his arm began to detach along with the skin. The loose bone that connected his arm to his shoulder finally tore off and his arm was no longer apart of him. He'd dismembered himself successfully but now the pain was more intense than before. He tore the remaining skin off until his arm was its own severed limb. Now, only left handed, he raised his severed arm towards his mouth and bit into his flesh. The raw meat crunched in his mouth and the blood covered his entire face. His tears still ran down his face from the newly removed arm and broken elbow and the blood spilled onto the ground in a seemingly endless manner. His teeth pushed against each other tightly and he knew there was only one more way to make the pain end.

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