Hate the Player and the Game

chapter 55

Chapter 55

Diamond

               Oh my fucking God! What the hell just happened? The man that I've always had in the back of my mind and the man that I thought had just disappeared off the face of the earth was just in my apartment asking to partner up with me, and on top of that, he's going to be living with me now. I didn't know why I said that he could, I guess I just felt bad that he was living in a motel. I tried to keep my composer as I starred at him when he talked to me. I even had to cross my legs to keep my shit from throbbing with lust. Cruze definitely did change a whole lot since the last time I saw him when he was fifteen. He was a man now and he turned me on with every move he made. His 6'2'', two-hundred and ten pound body of pure muscle had me weak in the knees. His muscular physique and his smooth mocha skin had me want to drink him down all night. His full lips looked so smooth and the square of his jaw bone made him look even sexier. I couldn't even comprehend how sexy he looked in his crisp clothes. The nigga looked better than all the niggas I've ever fucked with and I was so amazed at that. The waves in his jet black hair and his crisp edge up complimented him just right, and the amazing smile that he had with his pearl white teeth were just how I remembered. I guess his style never changed. He had my pussy wetter than it had ever been. My panties were soaked when I went to the bathroom. I had never lusted the way I did for anyone before, but Cruze came up in here and showed me what it was. I hopped in the shower quickly before Cruze would come back and went to my room. I got dressed in sweat pants and a shirt then plopped down on my bed. I was tired of being the only person in this king sized mattress. I looked at the clock on the end table. It was almost five in the evening and since it was the fall time in October, night time came faster. I was having trouble trying to forget the conversation that I had with Chardenay a few weeks ago. I couldn't get it through my head that Cleondra was really gone. I had visited her grave and everything. I put the pillow over my face and tried to choke back my tears. I didn't cry, but I did let out an ear piercing scream.

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                Cruze strolled in and out of my apartment all day bringing more and more bags of clothes and setting them in my living room closet. He finally stopped at about eight something at night. I had cooked up some dinner and we sat down at my glass dinette set and ate fried fish, mixed vegetables, mashed potatoes, and drank wine. "So". Cruze said between bites. "How does it feel to see me again after so long"? He asked throwing me off. To be honest, I was nervous and felt butterfly's because I was just a few feet away from him. Just looking at this sexy man made me shocked that I used to date him as a teenager. I couldn't believe that I had dated the most sexiest guy in the world, I mean have you ever seen a nigga just so damn fine in all your life. The trimmed hairs on his chin even turned me on.

"It doesn't feel like anything. It's just surreal that you turned out not to be dead". I said picking up my wine glass and sipping it.

"I know right, but all this time I knew that you wasn't dead". Cruze said.

"And how were you so sure? You were locked away in prison so what could you have possibly heard about me"? I asked.

"Well you don't know this, but I moved out to Maple Smith Terrace with Uncle Ronnie. I was about to be sixteen at the time. I had friends that said that they knew you because you were dating this fly nigga named Rashad and were always at some party with the nigga". My mouth dropped. As many times as I been out to Maple Smith Terrace as a teenager, I had never seen Cruze. I was dumb founded with this information. "Well anyway, my best friends was a nigga named Trill, and his homies Zarock, Damon, Jeremy, and Micheal. We was all tight and they accepted me with open arms".

"Wait Trill"! I yelled. "I hate that nigga. Rashad would get so jealous of me being seen with him that he would try and whoop my ass". I said watching Cruze chuckle. "I know, mu'fuckas was hatin' back then. Anyway, Trill a fuck ass nigga".