He doesn't want me

Chapter 35-Exactly

I was switching through channels curled up in the sofa of the living room when Raven threw a cusion at me I glared at him

"What?" I asked when he grabbed the back of my shirt making me stand "Get dress..." he ordered "Why?" I asked "We are going to Jenna's party" he answered non chalantly

I shook my head "He told us not to remember?" I told him He rolled his eyes at me running his fingers through his blond hair "So you are not going to the party just because Xavier told you not to?" He asked

I nodded "Uh..Yeah?" I said he grimaced at me "Grow some bones sacredypup" he said I showed him my arm "I have bones...lots of them and I don't prefer them broken which they will be when ALPHA xavier sees me there" I told him

"He didn't even use his Alpha command voice" Raven said  "So?" I asked Rave he pursed his lips before they formed into a smirk "I bet Xavier will look hot at the party..Have you ever seen him dance?" Raven asked before giving a wolf whistle  "That boy has some moves" he said

"Give me five minutes" I said before running to my room

Raven looked at me "I said get dress" he said and I put my hands on my jacket's pockets "I did" I told him fixing my glasses

"You didn't get dressed Ash, you changed clothes" he said and I looked at him curiously "What's the difference?" I asked he shook his head at me as if I'm the hopeless case when he was the one talking non-sense

We drove to Jenna's house Raven whistling, while I fidgeted we halted into a stop and I was surprised to see the endless number of cars that was parked in their drive way

Outside there was atleast 40 people messing around with red cups on their hands, inside it was packed Raven had to clutch the hood of my jacket so that I wouldn't get lost, the house was dark and the only source of light was the ball that shone different colors from time to time

I coughed when smoke filled my nostrils and I finally breathed out when we reached, what appears to be the make do dance floor couples were dancing together on the floor bodies pressed again bodies

My mouth open agape when my eyes found the middle of the floor Jenna who had on a glittering red dress and knee high black boots was swaying her hips sensualy with the beat

Alpha Xavier had his hands on her hips as he matched her moves with his own body he dance so expertly, I didn't even know he could dance..

I felt my throat ran dry when his hands moved to press Jenna against him, their bodies touching as they moved together it was painful to see how perfectly they seemed to fit together

I felt Raven stare at them his eyes morphing to extreme rage I quickly pushed him to a girl who had been staring at Rave since we entered the house

Rave looked momentarily distracted as he apologized to the girl I smiled a little when I saw the girl drag him to the dance floor

I went to the corner smiling awkwardly as a girl handed me a red cup filled with bronze foul smelling liquid,

I saw James dancing with Hail as Gabe danced with a guy not too far from them I can't help but grin as I noticed the jealousy in Gabe's eyes as he eyed the two

Alice was stunning in her black ripped jeans and white cropped top, she and beta jordan was sitting glumly on the corner before jake motioned for Alice to dance with him while Beta Jordan ignored them distracted by the pair infrint of him -jasmine and dreydon- who were kissing and dancing at the same time

I looked at the cup in my hands and dropped it to the side before going up the stairs as I arrived on the second floor a guy clasped me by the shoulders  "Happy birthday!" He greeted drunkedly I started to protest "It's not my birth-"

"Best party ever" he screamed before tumbling down the stairs making people cheer wildly

I opened the door that was at my side to escape from the crazy drunk people who was taking turns tumbling down the staircase

I sighed with relief "Wild crowd huh?" A voice asked I look at the far corner of the room surprised to see gamma cameron sitting his back against the wall, his legs stretched out infront of him

"I'm so sorry, gamma cameron" I apologized in a hurry turning the knob "No, don't its okay" he said and I quickly shut the door again

I turned to him "Happy Birthday" I said nervously He smiled back weakly he motioned around him "Take a seat" he said and I sat on the floor infront of him

"Your Xavier's mate right?" He asked me and I shrugged "I don't even know anymore" I answered, he tilted his head "I know what you mean.." he chastised

I sat there staring at him while he stared ahead blankly "Are you okay Gamma Cameron?" I asked

He shifted his eyes to mine as if just remembering that I was there he closed his eyes tightly before resting his head against the wall

"Have you ever felt like the universe is playing a joke on you?" He asked his eyes still closed "By making you fall inlove with someone who will never want you...?" He asked again

"But still regardless of that fact you are willing to try" I said "You are willing to put your heart in the line because every beat of your heart has his name engraved on it, you are willing to take the risk even if the outcome already has pain and dissapointnent written all over it" I added

I raised my eyes to see that he had already opened his "Exactly" he whispered before licking his lips "Can you keep a secret?" He asked

I wanted to say that I'm not good qith secrets but before I could he already told me the secret that I'm bound to keep

"My mate..." he trailed off "it's James"