THE QUIET.

|forty one

i didn't know it would turn out like this.

being alive.

i thought it was something great,

but i now know it is not.

this entire year has been a mess of love and mistakes.

ever since i got home from the hospital two months ago,

it's just been a continuation of hell.

"you'll be okay."

"things will work out."

"it get's better."

those are all pathetic lies people tell you.

those are all i heard for the three weeks i was in the hospital.

in reality,

it's just empty words people who don't know,

nor care about you say because they don't give enough fucks to tell you the truth about life.

it's a fucking mess.

a complete waste of fucking time.