Insanity

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Leighton's pov

I sat with Robert out on the fire escape.
His arms were wrapped around my fragile body, almost as to keep me from running away somewhere.
I couldn't help but feel a serene sensation grow inside me.
It was fighting with all those demons that had taken over my body for a month or so.
He was defeating them.
I always knew he was kind of my rock of sanity, but in that moment I couldn't of been more sure about it.
"Robert?"
"Baby"
"Thanks for coming back" I whispered.
He looked at me, his face above mine.
"Thank you for not kicking me out"
I smiled softly
"I don't think I'm ever gonna be capable to do that"
"I hope so" he whispered, then his soft lips were on mine.
It was like nothing ever happened.
Like everything was back to normal.
Like we were never apart.
His soft lips on mine were making butterflies grow in my stomach like they always did.
"I missed you so much" he whispered between kisses.
I got up slowly, wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him closer.
"I missed this so much" I whispered.
He got up, taking me with him.
Our lips never separated as we went inside and he carefully sat me on my bed.
I let my hands fall on his shirt, trying to unbutton it but it was hard with my broken wrist
"Leigh are you sure you're ready to.."
I interrupted him
"I'm sure. Now take this damn shirt off"
He chuckled and quickly took off his shirt, throwing it to the ground.
I wrapped my arms around his neck again as he pushed me on the bed, taking off my shirt and my sweats.
I still had coverage around my ribs that were almost healed.
"Leighton" he said sternly
"Don't worry Robert" I said, kissing him again.
I let my good hand fall on his belt and Took it off.
His lips connected with my neck, as he squirmed out of his jeans.
He laid on top of me, now just in his boxers.
I arched my back and touched his center with mine, rubbing against him.
"Leighton" He moaned, getting more and more turned on.
He took off my underwear and my bra, his boxers quickly following.
I looked at his manhood, feeling my lady parts go insane as always.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down, kissing him passionately
"Wait Leigh, I need a condom" he whispered against my lips.
I let him go
He reached to his jeans and grabbed his wallet, taking a condom out of it.
He quickly put it on his hardened member.
"Ready?"
I nodded. He took my good hand in his and pushed inside me.
"Fuck" I yelled, squeezing his hand tightly.
The pain was excruciating, not only to my abdomen but to my ribs.
They were burning as fuck, but I tried to hide it as Robert pumped inside me.
He kissed my neck, his lips soft and sweet on my skin.
I relaxed my muscles, his touch and movements getting gentler.
"Baby" he moaned when I arched my back giving him more access.
He kept pumping inside me, until he stiffened
"I'm gonna come baby" he groaned, pumping faster inside me and coming.
He got out of me and laid his head on my chest, regaining his breath.
"You said you were okay" he whispered, brushing my stomach with his fingers.
"I'm sorry I thought so but my ribs started fucking burning"
"Why didn't you tell me so? I would of stopped"
I looked down into his eyes
"But you were enjoying it so I decided to let you be"
He sighed. He kissed my lips softly, wrapping his arms around my body and squeezing me tight
"I'm so happy we're together again" he whispered.
Then I fell asleep.

When I woke up it was 6pm, and Robert was no longer in bed with me.
I got up, ignoring the pain I felt in my ribs.
I walked out of the room and heard voices from the kitchen, so I stopped and listened.
"I wanna take her with me to Malibu"
"You can't "take" her Robert. She's not a dog! And besides, she needs to get better"
"She'll never get better laying around here. She needs motivation. She needs new stimulation"
I heard Blake scuff
"She was laying around here because she had nothing left to do, you jackass! You left her, what was she supposed to do?"
"I know. But now I'm here, she has no reason to stay and sulk in her depression."
I decided it was time for me to stop eavesdropping. I walked in the room.
Robert was laying against the counter a cup of coffee in his hands.
While Blake was sat in front of him.
Both of them looked up at me when i walked in the room.
Robert smiled softly at me
"Hey, what are you talking about?"
"You" Robert said
"Nothing" Blake said at the same time.
I furrowed my eyebrows and Blake sighed.
"What about me?"
"What's best for you" Robert answered again
"Oh" I said.
Robert looked intensely in my eyes, walking towards me and wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Come with me to Malibu? We can start a new life there. Forget about everything"
"Last time I said yes bad things happened" I whispered.
He sighed
"I know, but I can't stay here. And I don't wanna leave you again"
Blake scuffed
I turned to her
"What blake?" I said, confused
"I think you should come to NY with me. Build up your career again, stay with friends"
Robert sighed and unwrapped his arms from my waist.
"Well, it's your choice, Leighton. None of us can make it for you, obviously.
Just think about what would make you happier and get you back on your feet."
He said, grabbing his mug again and drinking his coffee
"You don't have to choose now, Leigh.
Just think about it" Blake said.
I nodded, looking at my hands.
I didn't wanna give up Blake, she had been there for me like the sister I've never had.
But leave Robert again? Could I really manage that?
I had to choose between sanity and insanity.
And even though sanity sounded like the best choice, I choose Robert.
Because love meant being insane.
And I loved Robert like a crazy person.

AN:
Soooooooo sorry for the long wait. I am truly aware of having left this story on hold, but I was trying to let it build up in views votes and comments.
So when this chapter gets 9+ comments I'll update with a new chapter. Thanks to everybody who has read, commented and voted. You make my days better!

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