It Only Takes Once

It Only Takes Once (Chapter 18)

"Cause I put it down like that, down like that
And I'm making all these racks, all these racks
And I'm moving round like that,  round like that
When I do it, I don't look back, d-dont look back

I'm a grown woman, I can do whatever I want
I'm a grown woman, I can do whatever I want
I can be bad if I want
I can do wrong if I want
I can live fast if I want
I can go slow all night long
I'm a grown woman, I can do whatever I want

They love the way I walk, cause I walk with a vengeance. And they listen when I talk cause I ain't pretending. It took a while, now I understand just where I'm going, know what I want and I know who I am. It's about time I show it.

Cause I put it down like that, down like that
And I'm making all these racks, all these racks
And I'm moving round like that, round like that
When I do it, I don't look back, d-dont look back

I'm a grown woman, I can do whatever I want
I'm a grown woman, I can do whatever I want
I can be bad if I want
I can do wrong if I want
I can live fast if I want
I can go slow all night long
I'm a grown woman, I can do whatever I want

I'm a grown woman, so I know how to ride it
I'm a grown woman and I'm so erotic
I'm a grown woman, look down, got you so excited
I'm a grown woman, look at my body
It ain't no fun if a girl can't have none. You really wanna know how I got it like that cause I got a cute face and my booty so phat. Go girl"

I sang along with my girl Beyoncé while taking my usual morning walk around the neighborhood with Princess Beyoncé.

After walking for about an hour we came back home; I let her eat, go potty, and gave her some water before she went exploring and running around the house.

Khadarious was still asleep when I left this morning. He's been back home for a week now and since he's been back from Mexico, we're constantly being followed by security and even at my office there's someone which stand guard on my floor.

"Shakayln! Where have you been?" Khadarious asked before grabbing me into a suffocating hug as soon as I walked through the door.

"I just went walking around the neighborhood with Princess Bey." I said raising my eyebrows before lifting my arms to hug him back.

"Damn" He mumbled. "I thought something had happened to you." He said tightening his hold around me. "I love you so damn much." He mumbled before kissing my forehead. Any other time I would've told his ass to let go, but he smelled so damn good I wasn't even worried about suffocation.

"I love you too." I said looking up at him once he had finally let me go. My poor baby had panic and worry etched into his handsome face.

"Why would something have happen to me Khadarious?" I asked reaching up and touching his face to calm him down.

"No reason baby, don't worry about it, everything's fine. I didn't mean to scare you, I just didn't know.where you were." He said before kissing my forehead. "Next time just tell me where you're going, better yet, I'll just go with you." He said kissing my lips and then my belly before walking off to answer his ringing phone.

"Yeah! Don't worry about it, she just got home. She was out walking her dog. Thanks Mando, I owe you." He said into the phone as he walked out of the room. I raising my eyebrow at his retreating back before walking up the stairs and heading to our bedroom to get cleaned up and ready for the day.

After stripping out of my sweaty clothes I took a quick shower and washed my hair. After getting dressed I took my time blow drying and flat ironing my hair while I listened to Beyoncé.