laughing makes you momentarily
forget about the pain
but laugher no longer comes
to me anymore.
and so the pain remains.
i have forgotten how to laugh
at a joke or a prank.
you took my laugher when you departed.
but i have found another way
to vanquish the pain.
it comes in many forms,
a capsule, a needle,
or even powder.
but it doesn't matter
what method it is,
they all get the job done.
the pain i feel is neglected.
all my emotions wash away
and i'm a brand new person.
i'm fascinated by everything.
normal objects look amusing
and i have a rush of energy.
pain is lost
i run like a child, i have a brain of a baby
and the body of a young adult
but as i step off this roller-coaster ride,
i am reminded that
i'm all alone in this sinful world.
i'm being held captivated
in this illusion
of happiness
it kills me from
the inside.
my death date coming closer.
but my desire for being alive
is gone, like you.
my new obsession are the happy pills.
but please know,
that no matter how many
tablets i take.
the world will never leave me
mesmerized as when
i saw you.
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When The World Had You
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