The Sister Of Popular

Chapter Twenty

THE LIFE OF A TWIN.

Entry 20.

I really don't know how to articulate my feelings into words. I just really, really, really, really hate myself. Nobody actually needs me anymore, and living is just putting myself into a hellhole. The prom was the worst night of my life - now AIDEN hates me, and I've only got Thomas left, who's so annoying I wish he'd just...

My plan just made my life a whole lot worse. Every time I try to do something like this, it doesn't work! It never does! So yeah, I did spend most of the night, standing by the food table awkwardly, but it wasn't until (even if both me and Aiden said otherwise) they all found out that Aiden was my COUSIN that it all went downhill, because they assumed I wanted to do the same thing to Aiden as I did to Isaac at my birthday which is disgusting but hey, that's how the Populars think. They had these weird PROM AWARDS and guess what they voted me as?

Number One Slut, Attention-Whore and Most Annoying Idiot.

Yep, that was their exact words. The whole of Year 10 and 11. And Levi and Ashley (apparent best couple) nominated me.

Everyone voted for me.

Of course, then Thomas goes and embarrasses me even more and won't leave me alone! Aiden now hates me because I apparently "used" him, because of the "proof" from Levi and Ashley, so I've only got Thomas but...

URGH HES SO ANNOYING! He's just so obsessive over me and follows me around everywhere, and he thinks we're the same just cos both of our dads died but were not! He's just an annoying geek who thinks he's the best at everything! I know I'm being rude now because I'm really sad and annoyed and urgh but I don't care! I wish Thomas would just bug off sometimes, because he's so irritating and SOMETIMES I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE but he doesn't listen, he just thinks I love him or something like that and he always clings on and AHHHHHH

Levi and the Populars - I wish they could die and go to hell. No, I don't care if I'm killing my twin brother, he's made my life a living hell and urgh don't they have any freaking FEELINGS??? What happened to my brother? What happened?

Everything's changed so much.

i hate my life

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