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0.21 one tree hill ( luke's pov)

~ about two years ago~

moving on wasn't exactly something i was ready for

not because i dont like the idea of a relationship but because i didn't think i could ever find someone as amazing as Emma is.

now most of my time is spent on writing music.

sometimes i call Emma to see how she is but she's with Jake or Mandi most of the time

which i totally understand i mean that's her best friend and boyfriend now as much as it annoys me

and it doesnt annoy me because i think Jake isn't right for her

it bugs me because i think he is right for her . He is honestly i pretty cool guy , Jake would hang with us lads from time to time . that's what bugs me that as much as want to say he isn't right for Emma he's the perfect match to be honest. He is everything Emma ever wanted. and i just dont think i can be compared for that . i know our relationship was too much in the public life but her relationship with Jake is a normal relationship she wants.

plus i cheated on her which i don't think a girl really girl gets over i hit her emotions too hard and im a dick for it . i should've thought about what i was doing but no i was being the typical guy i was before Emma had come into my life.

sometimes i stay up and think about my mistake but of course its too late and i doubt she would take me back.

im glad she found Jake if im being honest im glad there is someone in her life that is always there for her when she needs it. i felt as if we t

ogether we're great but i could always tell Emma was a lil more shy whenever she wanted to speak about her ideas and opinions . but now that she's with Jake she speaks in ways i never knew she could and it could just be because everyone acts different with certain people but it makes me sad that she could never be as open to me . like was i really all about me where i couldn't listen to her .

i've dated here and there none of the relationships lasting longer than 3 months. the boys think its because i haven't gotten over Emma but its just i find myself not wanting to waste time on short relationships but long ones , a relationship that will better me and be good not just towards me to the other partner as well.

-present time -

years have passed... wow i made that sound like ten years have passed. but nothing has really changed i mean Emma and i are a lot closer we grew as friends me always wanting to be more than friends but never coming to her about it because it was clear she was in love with Jake which i totally understood. i mean its been three years and i dont see them ever breaking up they're like nathan and haley scott from One Tree Hill at least thats what they reminded me of, because we we're watching it right now but other times they remind me of Lucas and Peyton actually thats what they remind me of. because they're in love but still have trouble expressing it .moments passed before emma spoke

"Luke do you ever think we have another shot?"

i stopped in my thoughts