Manan ff : Shining Armour

chapter 43

Nandinis pov.

1 month later .....

It's been 1 month since I opened up to manik and spoke to him about whatever me and my family had been through.

Many people came and told me it wasn't my fault to reduce my guilt, at one point it did work but not for long. They always consoled me or said sympathetic words but no one ever made me realise that I wasn't at fault. Manik did make me feel light but there is part of me which misses my best friend like hell and part of me who wants to rip that bastards head apart. I don't know when that part will be filled.

I was bit surprised how manik acted like nothing happened after that day. It was kind off easy to bring myself together. I never let myself loose my sanity soo badly as I did that time but I guess shaila aunty's death took a troll over me. I miss her ....

It's Friday and it's holiday today and tomorrow due to some strike taking place in the city. I don't know what it is about but who cares untill we get holidays right?? 😋😋...

And mukti God !! I don't know what's with this girl, she sometimes act way too weird. More likely she is spending a lot of time with abhimanyu these days not that I'm complaining they are couple and it's totally fine but I'm just worried about her. Today everyone is coming for breakfast here only. First girls will be here later boys will join but I don't know about manik, he is more weird than mukti sometimes he comes home with a punch mark on his jaws , sometimes his hand will be bleeding and whenever I ask him, his answers will be soo lame like he ran into the closing door or sometimes like he hit the wall in anger as his worker didn't finish the work in time. I used to laugh my ass out , like seriously that man sucks at lying and I figured that out perfectly but didn't stress on that much.

And now what am I doing ..umm right question cause I'm sitting in my room with a bucket of chocolate ice cream and a spoon of ice cream stuffed in my mouth. Yeah!! I'm eating ice cream in the morning at 8 am. You guys might be thinking I'm crazy well is one way you guys are totally right but hello !! I'm on my periods !!.

Yeah, kind of awkward topic but I have to tell cause I totally get nuts during my PMS. My mom used to literally pull her hairs out during my PMS as I used to annoy the hell out of her. Now I'm far away from her I guess it's muktis turn. An evil grin formed on my face.

In my crop top and jeans shorts with a bucket of ice cream I went out my room still stuffing my mouth with it. I heard aliya's and navya's voice as I descended down the stairs.

"Hey guys" I said chewing my ice cream.

" aaa...hello there " aliya replied with an 'what's wrong with you' look.

"Hey ..Nandu are you alright ??" This time it was navya. Oki fine I get a bit weird ...Oki a lot weird but hey!! It's not what I called for.

"Guys stop giving me those looks, I know I look like shit" I said rolling my eyes.

"But what's wrong, you were alright yesterday " mukti asked.

"PMS" ..I spoke digging my spoon in my ice cream.

"Ohh"
"Okay " echoed in house.

"Soo you usually get this weird during that" navya asked flipping my ringlet behind my ears, I guess I was eating it along my ice cream 😱😱😓 . Hey that tastes good no offence.

"Yea, but you guys are lucky cause I'm still in my earlier stage still it hasn't got more strange" I said eating my ice cream.

"But you were totally fine last month " mukti asked.