Mine!

chapter 39

okay we have a tally

seeing as people mainly wanted something to do with white

some gold

one person black

and someone suggested a puple/blue

it's not definite yet but i sort of have an idea

she will have some black coming up along her leg thank you @Thisisstupid21for that amazing idea i loved it the moment i saw it

i'm not giving you all my ideas right here you're just going to have to wait and see cause i'm not discribing her

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i looked Nova's wolf form over scanning her body for any sign of live when i saw none my eyes started clouding over and it wasn't until i blinked that i figured out that they were real tears that i was shedding

"no, no, no, no" I whined through the linknot at all hiding my thoughts from the pack who I heard howl in thedistance at the loss

"Daniel?" my sister said through the family link "what happened are you okay is Nova?"

tears slowly made their way down myface I nudged her fur but she fell to the oppositeside limply not moving

"Nova?" I called quietly through the bond

I couldn't believe what was happeningit didn't register it

my mate was dead

my Nova stopped breathing

i was an idiot

why didn't i act sooner?

why did i have to be confused?

i started snarling at myself growling at my wolf growling at the ground

i heard crying and looked back at my mother my heart breaking more as i saw her in tears and suddenly i felt i was no longer fit for the Alpha role

how could i be

when i couldn't even protect my mate from her own shift

and as it dawned on me and the pain shot through my chestand I recoiled it was our bond slowly severing i could feel it but what i wasn't sure of was why it didn't completely break in the first place

"it's the goddess's way of punishing us" my wolf said sadly "she wants us to suffer our loss"

i howled angrily allowing my wolf to take control tilting his head backall the way he howled a long and aching howl at the loss of his soul mate and allhe saw after wards was red and the rest was a blur of blood and rage as i numbed myself from the wold around me

a world without Nova

wasn't a world worth living

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sorry it's so short

but i was thiking of making a whole chapter

but decided strongly against it

updates in t minus 20 minutes

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