Secret Story 4 - Strong But Ephemeral Decision

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Yomiko's POV from Chapter  20 - Lovers


I return to the Famille' with Mina..

"Mina..."

In my room i think about him..

Mina said he love everything about me....

(If that's true , i have to try hard...)

So the Mina won't leave me , like that person did...

(So that Mina won't go far away...)

(Far away...)

Suddenly i'm aware that  i'm clutching my own clothes , and thinking he might leave me someday gave me this suffocating feeling in my chest...

If he leaves me ....just thinking about it.....

(No....i'm afraid...)

Even performing in front of 100,000 people...Even the pressure at work is so stressful....

(I never felt this afraid...)

I smiled lightly

"I wonder if that's what they call love..."

I say it out loud , and then laugh at myself...

Those magic words give me strength i couldn't imagine..

But inside my heart , there's an indescribable anxiety and fear...

(Mina....)

(I don't want you to go ! i don't want to be alone anymore...)

I close my eyes , and repeat theses words over and over in my heart ....

(If i can be with Mina....)

(I can be strong..)

And then....

For Mina's sake , i make a certain decision.


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