*me is trying to ignore the knife on the counter* soo..... tempting. Just one lil cut won't hurt... right? *slaps own fingers* no. I've already cut yesterday. Nope. No. Not gonna cut today. No.
That's literally going on in my head rn. And darn, I wouldn't even have to leave my bed to get this damn knife. But I'll try to stay strong today. I'll try... at least ;-;
Why is this so hard...? ;^;
Anyways, a lil update on my life (dunno why I even tell the world but it won't hurt and you guys said you like to know what's going on in my life 'n stuff ;3; )
Bad news first:
Can't sleep. (as if that's new)
Tempting knife in reach.
Amusement park that was promised as reward for this vacation was cancelled.
I freak out every time I look in the mirror cuz my exotropia is getting worse (this thing where my eyes drifts away and where I look all derpy, y'know?) So every time I look in the mirror and stare a little too long it begins and I freak out cuz this is really scary, whether you believe that or not. (Also, scoliosis is being a bitch again but I'm used to it)
My phone keeps making random restarts for no fucking reason and without any warning.
My finger hurts from the swiping on my phone tgat I've done the past hour.
Good news:
I think I found something for the time being tgat I can to instead of cutting. Which would be just posting random pics from my phone. I dunno if I'll actually post them or just keep them in an unpublished book. I hope this'll help for a while. Really.
If I'm lucky, my bro will take me to an amusement park after the vacation. Cuz he's a nice bro.
Haven't cut the whole day! I'm proud. (Instead, I went twice through my phone gallery. Over a thousand pics... *clears throat awkwardly*)
Hope this is something good.
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