Guilt

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Eric's P.O.V

She's the one! The girl I raped 5 years ago.

I raped her...

My stomach began to swell up. The world felt as though it was on my shoulders. The beat of my heart echoed inside me. My skin dragged on my body. I sighed whenever I thought about it

I raped her...

I tried to force myself not to think about it but that just made me think of it even more.

Shit! I raped her... Damn you Jane! This is all your fault!

Jane Smith was my girlfriend. She was the reason I got drunk and wandered into the woods... And to think I was going to propose to her..

Flashback (5 years ago)

I saw her kissing Patrick, friend of mine that night. Seeing her wrap her arms around him, my own friend, felt like an icy hand gripped my heart. I could feel my stomach drop and the blood drain from my face. The world seemed to have stopped, the only sound being my breathing and the hammering of my heart in my chest!
I walked to a nearby bar to drink away my sorrow. I grabbed an empty glass bottle and held it so hard, it broke in my hands. I could see blood oozing from my palm yet I didn't care. I spent about 4 hours at the bar before leaving. I didn't want to go back home. Every corner of my house would have reminded me of Jane.

"How could she do this to me?"

I decided to take a walk in the woods to try and clear my head.
And that's when I saw her.. Jane... At least I thought she was.
Images of her in bed with Patrick filled my thoughts. Anger took over me completely. I quickly grabbed her and pushed her towards a tree.
"You betrayed me Jane. With my very own friend! HOW COULD YOU?" I yelled as I thrust into her.
"Please... Stop.. I'm not.. Ja-" she pleaded as tears fell from her eyes.
"SHUTUP Jane. And don't you dare yell, you whore! I bet Patrick isn't the only one you've been screwing, is he?"
"Ahh.. Please.. Stop.. You're hurting me...aaahh.."

Present

Ashamed and filled with regret, my eyes burned as sudden realization of that terrible event struck. Helpless, hopeless tears began to fall freely while my entire face scrunched up with pain and anguish.

I'm so Stacey... I hope you forgive me.. I'm so so sorry...

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