Cold Hearts [SandroMarcosFF.]

Chapter 7.[The Judgements]

F E R D I N A N D

I took a deep sigh bago kumatok sa nakasaradong kwarto ng anak ko.

Parang puso niya.

Sarado na para sa akin.

I heard the door unlocked.

I opened it and pinagulong ang wheelchair ko.

My son gave me his blank stare as usual.

He is sitting on the side of the bed.

"What brought you here?"

He asked.

"Son..when will you forgive me?"

He look at me and smirked.

He shook his head.

"Are you kidding me Old Man?"

Yeah i admit.

I was hurt by how he treated me and how he gave me foul names.

I took a deep sigh and tried to hold his hand pero umiwas siya.

"Son..please stop acting like this..im begging you..stop this nonsense..im not getting any younger son all i wanted is----"

"All you wanted is to be with your mistress in this damn huge house and do crazy and disgusting acts! Dont fool me Ferdinand! I wont be Alexander Marcos for nothing! How disgusting!"

He said between giving me his fiery stares.

And i must say..

Those words are like million of knives cutting my heart into pieces.

"You have no idea how Ezra means so much to me Alexander..and you have no idea how she became my companion when the times i needed you the most..please stop judging her..she got nothing to do with your hatreds on me.."

He chuckled.

"Damay siya sa galit ko sayo! She is your mistress! And as long as she is here with you, you guys keep on dragging mom's name into shame! How dare you!"

He said and stood up.

I clenched my fist.

I dont know why my son ended up to be like this.

He end up hating me for nothing!

Galit na sana sa mommy niya ibunton dahil hindi masisira ang pamilya namin kung hindi dahil sa kagagawan ng ina niya!

I speak bago pa man niya ako talikuran.

"Sana hindi dumating yung araw na pagsisihan mo lahat ng ginagawa mo ngayon Alexander..sana dumating yung araw na mapatawad mo ako pero sana nandito pa ako.."

He stops for a while but continue to walked away.

I cant help myself not to cry watching him walked away.

I can feel my tears began to fall.

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A L E X A N D E R

Inis na inis kong sinipa ang high stool sa mini bar.

I decided to drown myself here with a brandy.

Mas naalala ko ang mommy sa mga pagkakataon na ganito.

And i always remember what she always telling me.

Do not let other people get you down. Kill them with your own belief and make them see how worth it you are.

I took a shot of my brandy.

I wouldnt be Architect Alexander Marcos for nothing.

I am who i am because of what Ferdinand did to us.

He left us without saying anything.

Without saying goodbye.

And all of a sudden when i came back this Ezra Aliyah is here with him?

What to expect?

She is my step mother!

I shook my head.

Why there's a part of me against the thought of him being my step mother?

Why there's a strange feeling deep inside me screaming her name?

I admit she caught my attention the first time i met her.

Not knowing she is my FUCKING STEP MOTHER!

I even imagined myself being with her on the bed!

Jeez! Youre insane Alexander!