A/N yes I know last chapter was an emotional roadshow (😉) but this is just a chapter of fluff okay? I'm giving your emotions a break.. For now😏
Tyler's P.O.V.
I wake up in Josh's arms. I feel bad, he spent the night with me in a hospital bed... that barely fit me. Josh was holding me close, really close. As if afraid I would slip away from him. I realize I have a terrible pain in my head. It almost feels like a migraine. Ouch! This is really starting to hurt. I begin to writhe in pain, and I wake Josh up. Shit.
"T-Tyler?" He says.
"A-ah oww..."
"Are you okay? What's wrong? Are you hurt?" He starts to panic.
"I have a migraine."
"Oh no, Tyler! My baby..."
"H-hey sorry man, I already have a crush on someone."
"W-what? W-who?" He says with tears threatening to form in his beautiful eyes,
"Hmm let me describe him. He has enchanting mocha eyes, beautiful cotton candy pink hair, muscular build of a fucking god, and about the sweetest personality I've ever known."
"Aww Ty... You had me worried for a second."
"Josh you make me so happy."
"You make me really happy too, Tyjo."
I feel my face turning red hot.
"Josh, do you want to go for a walk?"
"Sure, Tyler. Let's go."
We get up from our comfortable position and Josh reluctantly releases me from his embrace, and we walk to the exit. I'm still wearing my hospital gown, with scars fully visible, but I don't care because Josh has seen them anyway. Wait. He's seen my scars. Oh no. Oh no. This means he leaves me now. Alone. I feel my migraine coming back. I am too much work. He's going to abandon me. This is why he agreed to the walk. He's going to abandon me and tell me it's over.
I start bawling and run back inside. Josh is faster than me, though, and catches me. He slows me down and says,
"Tyler, where are you going?"
"Josh I know you don't care about me and I know that the only reason your walking with me is because you're going to tell me that it's over and I'm screwed up and too much work and then I'll be alone again and I can't lose you so I thought if I went back inside and went back asleep then this whole thing would go away and none of this would be real because I can't stand to hear you say that you're done with me." I spill out with tears streaming down my face.
"Tyler, come sit down with me." He gestures to a bench just outside the hospital.
"Ok" I say, still crying.
We sit down, now both crying.
He starts to talk.
"Tyler. I'm falling for you. I don't know how. I don't know why. But I am. I never thought I was gay or bi, but that changed ever since I met you. You just make me so damn happy, Ty. I love every single part of you. Every. Part. I love your big brown eyes and your messy hair. I love 100% of you and I'm willing to hand my heart over to to all of you. Every part. I really want to fall in love with you, Tyler Joseph. There's nothing that could make me happier than falling in love with you. Waking up beside you. Holding your hand. Looking into your gorgeous eyes. I love the feeling of you in my arms. I love the tingle I get in my stomach when I'm around you. I love laying beside you. Only you. I love every part of you, and if that means your scars too, I'm willing to take them on the ride as well. You've made me discover parts of myself that I didn't know existed. You are the best thing that's happened to me a-and I-I..."
"You what?" I say, crying.
"I can't help falling in love with you."
He takes both of my hands in his and brings our intertwined fingers up to his lips, and kisses every single one of my scars. Every one.
"Will you please, please, please be my boyfriend? Because I am so, so, so, so, so excited to fall in love with you, Tyler Joseph."
I am full out sobbing at this point and he is too.
"Y-yes, Josh. I will be your boyfriend."
"Tyler?"
"Yes?"
"Will you please let me fall in love with you?"
I cup his jaw in both his hands, and lean in for a soft, gentle, yet passionate kiss. I'm starting to fall in love with this man.
"Yes" I breathe out. He smiles.
"I'm looking forward to it."
"Josh?"
"Yes, Ty?"
"I really want to fall in love with you too."
He smiles at me, and our lips connect again.
"How about that walk?" I say.
He nods and takes my hand.
We walk with intertwined fingers the whole way down to the park by the hospital, then we pick the wild flowers that line the trees. Josh picks a pretty bright yellow one at just the right length, and places it in my hair.
"You're so beautiful, Tyler."
I reach down and pick a bright purple flower and place it in his hair.
"Well you are absolutely stunning, Josh Dun."
He smiles and we all around the park for a bit talking about things. We talk about anything and everything. I talk about how I love to write music and sing and play ukulele. He made me promise that I would play him something when he got released from the hospital. Josh tells me that he plays drums, loves Blink 182, Nirvana, Fall Out Boy, all the bands that I like. And how he loves cats. Then we figure that the nurses are probably wondering where I went, so we start to head back to the hospital. So there we were, on a wild-flower-lined trail, me still in my hospital gown, Josh in his tee shirt, skinny jeans, and Vans, with matching flowers in our hair, walking hand in hand, towards the hospital. It was a beautiful moment that I will remember until my dying days.
A/N YOUR WELCOME. DID YOUR HEART DROP OUT OF YOUR ASS? CUZ MINE DID WHILE WRITING THIS LMAO. ALSO, SHOUTOUT TO PinkMineCrafter204 AND TopDoyle04 FOR BEING MY NUMBER ONE BITCHES. I LOVE YOU ALL💕 MESSAGE ME IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. BTW IM DRAGGING THIS ON BC I WANT TO GET TO 1100 WORDS AND YAAASSSS I DID IT YAY LOL PEACE OUT.
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