Secrets

Seeing the End

Chapter 36

                My head was pounding so loud. I felt like my head would explode any minute. I felt so drowsy. What the hell happened? How the hell did I get here? I felt disorientated and I was extremely confused. I couldn’t open my eyes. No matter how hard I fought, they just wouldn’t co-operate with me.

                Suddenly, it all clicked. The rogues. I was in the forest. I could see the palace from where I sat. How had the rogues been able to get so far in? Again. Where was I? They were going to kill me. They were going to make a statement. The rogues were angry with everything. The war not coming out on top. I would be their demonstration. Crap!

                What about Ollie? What about Jack? My baby. My mate. No. NO! I can’t leave them again. No, please Moon Goddess. I only just got them both back. I have only just got them back. My life was perfect. The Kingdom was recovering. It will be chaos. I want my life back. I don’t want to die. It will break Oliver’s heart. I didn’t want him to lose me. I didn’t want to lose him.

                What about Jackson? What will happen if I die? My child will grow up without a mother? Oh god. Why? Why now? Everything was just starting to go well. How can things like this still happen to me? Don’t I ever get my happy ending? Where is my driving into the sunset with my husband and child?

                I felt sick. I couldn’t stand this. I needed to be able to see his face. I didn’t leave him this time. AHHHHH! My thoughts were a mess. I needed to scream. Alexandria was furious. She was going crazy in my head. She wanted blood for the emotional pain this would cause Oliver. I wanted to tear one of their heads off. I wanted revenge for whoever has taken me.

                I felt the weight lift off of my eyes. I groggily opened my eyes and was greeted to the sight of a wooden cabin. It was the size of roughly a small house. The room I was in was bare apart from an cold and empty log fire and the wooden walls.

                It was then that I took in the precarious position I was in. I was tied up to one thick single wooden pole. My arms were stretched above me and tied roughly. The rough rope was digging harshly into my wrists which I could already see the faint bit of blood. My ankles were bound to the pole at the bottom with the same rope. It was already hurting me.

                I felt so dizzy and lightheaded as I tried to stop my head from spinning. I closed my eyes tightly before I re-opened them. I was trying not to be sick right now. That is how I felt. I could still feel the drugs pumping through my system.

                I needed to reach out for Oliver. I used my mind trying to push past the drugs that were stopping me from connecting with him. I tried to reach through.

                Oliver. Oliver. Help me.

                Wh-where ___ you?

                It was like listening to a dodgy radio. I was only getting a few words. I bet he was only getting a few of mine.

                Wooden cabin. Wooden Cabin. Human territory. Human territory.

                W_____ cabin. Territory?

                HUMAN. HUMAN. HUMAN.

                Human territory. Wooden cabin. H___ on. I ____ find y---. I Love ___

                 I felt exhausted already. That had taken a lot out of me. I looked down at my clothing. My shoes had been removed so I was now barefoot. My jeans were covered in mud and were torn roughly. My top was the worst. It was torn in a lot of places from when they dived at me. At the moment you could fully see my stomach and some of my black bra from the amount that was torn.