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Not Looking For Love - 18 .

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• Devin's POV •

I woke up to Chanel screaming at the top of her lungs .

-| 12:53 |-

Damn , later than I expected .

My phone started ringing as I soothed Chanel .

" Yo . " It was Von .

" Wassup ? "

" Nun , talk to Meghan last night . "

" And ? "

" & She didn't take it to well but hey whatever . "

I sighed . " Ant been acting strange to you ? " I asked leaving the Quan thing alone .

" I was going to ask you the same thing . "

I nodded . " Leak thinks he ratting . "

He sighed . " I don't know but hey I gotta make some moves so see you at the hospital ? "

" Yeaa see you there . "

" One Love . "

He hung up and I flopped out of bed .

Time to get my day started .

• Danyell's POV •

" How's it here Danny ? I asked Daniel .

Sean picked me up this morning and we went downtown to meet Danny with his temporary guardians .

He shrugged . " Fine , is Mama coming to get me ? "

I turned my head side ways . " Why ? "

" The kids here tell me once your in there's no out . They said all their moms never came . "

I sighed . " No mommas not coming . "

His whole mood changed . " But . "

He looked up with hope in his eyes .

" But your sissy Danyell is here to get you . " He smiled .

" Come here . " I cradled him in my lap .

" D , do you love Dyamon now ? "

I turn him so he was facing me . " What do you mean Danny ? "

" Well you guys always fight but now you don't so that means you love her now right ? "

" Look I will always love you and I always have I will always love Dyamon and I always have . "

He smiled .

The social worker strutted her way over to us telling me it's time up I guess .

Danny sighed . " Pinky promise ? "

" Huh ? "

" Pinky promise you'll come back for me . "

I smiled and nodded . We locked hands , " Love you sport . "

" Love you to D bug ! "

• Ramon's POV •

The guys changed the plans and instead of all of us going to the hospital I was stuck to figure this shit out with Leak and Ant .

" So ? " I finally spoke . We'd been sitting in silence for about two hours now .

" So , hey Rommie how you doing ?" Leak said with a devilish smile .

The fuck wrong with this Nigga . & I know he ain't just call me Rommie .

" TF wrong with you ? "

He laughed . " Okay lets play a game . " He sat his gun on the table .

I chuckled not fazed . " Okaay . "

" We're going to play a game called . . . Called . . Let's call it do what the fuck I tell you or I blow your brains out . " He said with a smile .

I laughed he crazy . I looked at Ant who was looking away . Damn it's like that now .

" So we like that Ant ? " He looked at me but still said nothing .

" Yeaa it's like that . " Leak answered .

" So what's this all for ? "

" Power . " He said in a tone trying to make it sound magical .

Got dammit .

I laughed and narrowed my eyes at him . " You Trynna take your own blood out . " I shook my head .

" That's right and your helping . "

I stood up , Leak snapped his finger and Ant stood and put his gun to my head .

" Ant what you doing ? " I yelled .

" Ramon just sit please . " Ant spoke threw clenches teeth .

" Yo suppose to be my boy . We got years . " I said grabbing the gold chain on my neck that was identical to the one he had . We all had .

His hand started to shake . " Do it then . Take me out . "

" Rom , please . "

I shook my head . " Do it Ant fucking pull the trigger . "

Leak stood up and held his gun to Ants head . " You heard him Ant shoot him . "

Ant grabbed another gun from his waist and pointed it at Leak .

That's more like it . I grinned and removed my strap from my waist and pointed it at Leak .

" Really Ant ? " Leak said .

Ant jaw tightened . " Shut up Leak . "

" No you shut up ! "he yelled .

I aimed at his knee and shot .

He fell screaming in pain .

I laughed . " Now you wanna shut up . "

" No I honestly enjoy talking with you to princesses . "

I shrugged at Ant who was smiling .

" Fine let's talk . " Ant said .

He took his gun down from my head and sat both of his guns on the table .

He picked Leak off the floor and sat him in a chair .

" Ramon , put your gun to his head . " I did as told and Ant sat in a seat in front of Leak .

" Rocko , what happened ? "

Leak laughed .

Ant grabbed his gun a pistol whipped the shit out of him .

I sat him back up . " Rocko what happened Leak ? " Ant repeated .

" He knows we on him . " He answered simply spitting out blood .

Ant shook his head . " That don't add up , how'd he know ? "

Leak shrugged . " Beats me , he was helping me out . "

Ant whipped him again . " Yo speak when spoken to aight ? "

Leaks face twisted up .

" Tie him . "

I looked at him like he crazy you tie his ass .

" You tie him . "

Ant smacked his lip before leaving the room .

" We can share ? " Leak spoke .

" What ? "

" Let's share the power . "

I shook my head .

" Look you got a baby coming , you end him we end Dev and boom we at the top baby . "

Loyalty was never a questionable thing with me . Either I'm with you or against you and if I'm against you you'll know .

I shook my head . " I'm Goood . "

He laughed . " Okaay , 43.52 mil . "

" What ? "

He spoke up . " I'll give you 43.52 million if you let me go . "

I chuckled . " Bluff ? "

" Receipts don't like . " He pulled a bank statement from his pocket .

I grabbed it and he sure as hell had 43 mil .

" So what do you say ? "

• Von's POV •

I was on my way to the hospital but stopped at Meghan's house first.

I knocked on her door and Camille answered .

I picked her up . " Where's mommy princess ? "

She just pointed .

Camille never talked much , I personally think it's because she's seen to much .

I followed her finger which ended at the bathroom door .

" Rocko it was a mistake . " I heard her on the phone .

" You wanted Dyamon . " she yelled .

I prepared my ears and listened closer .

Did she say Dyamon y'all ?

" Rocko you don't scare me . "

I know she ain't talking about black , ugly , got beef with Leak Rocko .

I sat and thought about it .

Rocko and Meghan dated right before she dated Quan actually .

Rocko hated Quan . Quan died after getting shot , Rocko drive a black Benz , Meghan said he wanted Dyamon .

Wait I know I ain't tripping . I got a theory y'all .

Do y'all think Rocko shot Dyamon and Quan with Meghan's help ?



Yeaa that's what I thought it couldn't be true . Meghan loved Quan and I mean on some sprung shit ! So she wouldn't do that would she ?

I thought about AJ , Meg loved him and we took him out but everyone knew that .

I thought about Quan . " Bro help me out here ? "

Camille came running my way .

" Where's Daddy ? "

I looked down at her . " Well daddy is daddy is with all the Angels baby . "

She looked confused . " She daddy left the angels and he had no protection well none besides your uncle Von . & When he left the angels he got hurt and when he got hurt he couldn't be here anymore . "

Her eyes lite up . " The angels took him too . "

When someone pasted or died or whatever Quan would always tell Camille they were with the angels to make up for them not being there .

" Yea he's with the angels now . " I kissed her forehead .

She saddened all of a sudden realizing her dad's not coming back .

" But check this out . " I said reaching in my pocket .

I grabbed Quan's gold chain out .

" Daddy , uncle Von , uncle ant , uncle Dev and Aunt Ramon all have one of these . " She laughed at my joke about Ramon .

" This ones your dads . "

Her eyes were glued to the chain she stroked it with her index finger .

" & when daddy went with the angels he left this behind . " She nodded .

" & when people leave things behind that means they left them for you to remember them . So with this you can always remember your daddy and he will always be there as long as you have this okay ? "

She nodded and turned around . I put the chain on her neck before she looked at me again .

I reached down and grabbed my chain showing hers mines .

She nodded and smiled . " Did daddy love me . "

" Pssh did daddy love you ? " I picked her up and sat her on my lap .

" Girl daddy did anything for you . "

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I went on for hours tell her stories about what Quan did and how he acted and loved her .

Story after story never realizing Meghan was standing in the doorway the whole time .

She laughed as I ended my last story .

& Now I had to go .

She applauded me . " Heey I remember that . "

I nodded .

Camille got up and ran to Meghan .

" Look mommy what uncle Von gave me . He said if I have this daddy's always here . "

She nodded and looked at the chain .

" You didn't have to do that Von . "

I waved my hand , " It's cool it belongs to her anyway . "

She nodded . " Thanks . "

I stood up to leave when my phone went off .

It was Quan's mother I been avoiding her for days I don't want to be the one to tell her .

But I know it's eating her not know where Quan is and it's eating a hole in me not telling her .

" Well I'm out . " I gave Camille one last kiss .

I ain't fucking with Meghan until I learn the whole truth about this Rocko thing .

They both nodded and I was out the door .

Hospital time .

• Devin's POV •

I been at the hospital a minute now . They been taking good care of Dyamon .

They say she healing , it ain't showing though .

I kissed her hand . " Come on baby open those eyes . "

I waited .

Nothing , damn man .

Von entered the room and grabbed Chanel .

" What you doing ? " I asked looking at him .

" Taking Chanel , y'all need time . Shit you need time . So I'll take my baby for a few days . "

I nodded and dapped him up .

" Thanks man I need this . "

He nodded . " We'll be at mom dukes house , I'll stop in to get her stuff later . "
" Aight . "

" One Love ."

Then he left .

Von been manning up the last couple of days .

I turned my attention back to Dyamon and ran my fingers threw her hair .

" Why won't you wake up ? "