A Lie

Abyss

After my eyes closed consuming me in the land of slumber, I am then met with my nightmare. I am standing in a black void, there is nothing but myself and the darkness. Then some were out of the obis I see six figures walking toward me. The one in front of me being a pink hedgehog, the one to the left of her being a light brown rabbit. The one to the left side of me being my little brother, beside him a red echidna, then next to him is an ivory bat. Finally the one next to Amy is a black and red coated hedgehog, red eyes glaring right through me.

"You are nothing to use Sonic. How could we have a friend who's... who's gay." said the pink hedgehog, her red and white dress bopping up and down as she walked toward me. "I can't beleave I even loved you."

Then the ivory and the red couple walked up. Knuckles then started to say "At least we could find love unlike you because who would love you You think of no one but yourself."

"N-no I do think of others. P-please stop." I was now on the ground holding my ears, trying to drown them out.

Then I watched as the white and red sneakers, along with the yellow and orange, walked up to me.

"Heh and your meant to be the hero, pathetic. You really are." said the voice of Cream, that is usually filled with kindness only have hatred laced in every word.

"I called you my brother," I tugged at my ears harder trying to make it stop, "look at yourself how could I love someone who only cares for themselves and no less someone as filthy as you. Look at yourself cowering just because of words, sometimes I wonder how I ever loved you. You never loved me."

"I-i do love you-"

"Oh shut up already, we all know it's all an act." came the deep voice of Shadow, cutting me off. "Why do we even put up with you. After all your only a wast of space to us all." I just lay here, curled up, getting words from the people I love.... For loving another male. "Did you ever think that I would love someone like you? Ha, I would rather die then to even be with you. Your a pathetic excuse for a friend, no for a mobian, so why don't you just go and kill yourself. Not like we would care any way."

I just can't take it any more. I just scream. Scream the loudest I can, trying to drown out the insults coming from their mouths, their chants of useless, nothing, worthless and disgusting raining out my screams of sadness. I know their right so why do I continue to scream? I know no one would love someone like me? I'm useless.

Suddenly I find myself back in my room, upright. The sweat mixing with my tears as they drip off my face onto my blanket. My mind still going back to the nightmare. Even though it was a nightmare, I can't help but feel that it's true. Look at me, I'm the great Sonic the Hedgehog, crying over a nightmare.

"He I hope you're happy. Look at me mum. Is this what you wanted?" I say up the roof of my room. The tears never stopping. "I'm sorry mum please don't hate me. I love you, I-i just need help."

I just sit there on the ground, crying to the heavens. Cry for my mother. Crying for someone to help me from my demons.

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I hope it was okay. Sorry if there are any gramma or spelling errors I did this at 4 in the morning. Also thank you to everyone who loves to read this story it means a lot and also to everyone who comments, it just makes me want to continue to write new chapters. So thank you a lot this story would be nothing without you guys. I do hope that you all did enjoy this chapter. Thanks again and the next chapter should be up in a couple of days. ^-^ Bye.