Freak tried Art (3)

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You know what sucks?
Me

You know what sucks even more?
Me at drawing

You know what sucks even MORE?
People that tell you that your art is crap while they praise their own work yet ask you to draw for them

You know what sucks EVEN MORE?
When said people have this "I'm better than you and you'll do what I say"-attitude

And you know what sucks the most?
Me, cause I still draw for them XD

I'm such a retarded twat.
Please kill me before school does...

Okay, real talk:
I'm seriously annoyed by my class mates. Like, I didn't mind the mean comments or the insults on me and my art that much. Whatever makes them happy is okay for me. But now they've fucking done it. *whispers* they started commenting the cuts on my wrists *stops whispering*
Not cool, people. Not cool. I'm not dumb or blind, of course I noticed those cuts! Why else would I wear a wristband to cover them up, for fuck's sake?! And the comments about how I "cut wrongly cause it won't kill me if I don't cut where the important atrias and veins are" should make them choke. They don't wanna accept that I'm NOT suicidal. It's so damn annoying. Like, I can and will deal with a lot of insults and bullying but that's just a big fat NO.
So this is the reason I NEED to stop cutting. And I need to stop soon cause it's already left some lil scars (which are luckily pretty unnoticeable) and I don't want permanent proof that I was cutting.
The best method I've discovered for myself as kf now is self insults. And sleeping a lot (thanks sleeping rythm for giving me some sleep). I don't know for how long it'll go well but I've already made it three days without cutting (so proud tbh).
So... I'm just posting that cuz I really want you guys to not worry bout me, kay?

Also, a friend of mine (only girl in my class that doesn't tease or insult me) now wants to write a fairy tail fan fiction. She'll write it german but I'll translate it into English and pot the English version on @DatDeutscheKartoffel.
I drew a character for this fan fiction:

(I can't draw females, I know)

So yeah. That's it for now....