Too Close (BoKuroo)

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"Have you ever thought about having sex with Bokuto?"

Akaashi's eyes widened and he choked on his water.

"What?" Kuroo asked. "You can't deny that he's hot. He has nice muscles and a pretty great ass."

"I guess."

"So you have thought about it?"

"N-n-no. Why?"

"Because I am."

"You are?"

"Yeah."

Both boys were quiet for a moment and then Akaashi spoke up again.

"Why?"

"I already told you."

"But why Bokuto?"

Kuroo stayed quiet. He wasn't sure if he even wanted to talk about it. The only person who knew about everything was Sugawara and that was just because he needed some "motherly advice." He would have gone to Yaku, but sometimes he isn't very empathetic and Kuroo had needed to talk to someone who wouldn't also make fun of him so he went to Sugawara and the two spoke for hours.

Kuroo left the coffee shop feeling much better than when he had entered. He wasn't entirely sure if he could rehash it all and still walk away feeling okay. He was fairly certain that he couldn't.

"Um..."

He got quiet again, still unsure if it was worth it. He could always lie, but there was a chance that Akaashi would be able to see through him. Kuroo had never been a very good liar.

"What about Kenma? Why don't you go sleep with your actual boyfriend?"

Well. So much for lying. Kuroo thought.

He sighed and decided just to tell Akaashi the truth.

"We broke up..." he said softly.

"What? When?"

"Eight months ago."

"Eight months? Kuroo, what the fuck? Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't tell anybody. It was hard and I didn't want anybody to know."

"What happened? I thought everything was going great."

"I thought so too..." Kuroo said softly. "But as his last year of school was ending he seemed distant and upset. I knew it couldn't be because I was at university because I was still in Tokyo. I still lived at home and we saw each other almost every day still. One day he came over and I was confused because I usually go over to his house since he likes to play video games and on top of that he didn't call me and tell me he was coming over. Kenma never does something without planning."

Kuroo let out a shaky breath.

"He told me that we shouldn't see each other anymore. He had no emotion in his voice."

"Kenma never does."

"But my Kenma does! He's different around me. I asked him what was wrong and if I could make it better and he said no. he said he was leaving for university soon anyways and that long distance wouldn't work for us. I tried to tell him it would, but he insisted so I let him go. We haven't spoken since."

"Do you miss him?"

"I'll always miss him. He was my best friend and I loved him so much. A part of me is always going to love him, but I do have to move on someday."

"And you think having sex with Bokuto will help with that?"

"Maybe." Kuroo admitted. "We could work."

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