70th Poem: Anxiety Attack

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A ball of anxiety

 swells inside my chest,

unmoving and stuck

  causing my heart to race,

creating palpitations

that pound against my chest

as if my heart wants to push itself out.


My breathes begin to shorten

and I become dizzy

as sweat spills out of my glands

and my body begins to tremble.


I swallow, hard,

trying to make since of it all.


Why do I feel this way?

What is going on?


Breathe,

I tell myself.

Breathe,

I force myself.


BREATHE,

GOD GAMMIT,

BREATHE!


Stop the feeling of being

swallowed by the air,

sucked in like a vacuum,

awaiting your doom.


Breathe,

breathe,

breathe.


Allow air through your nostrils,

allow it to enter your lungs.


Breathe.


Breathe,

because it is finally over,

breathe,

because your lungs need oxygen.


Breathe,

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