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Arjun's pov
I called the doctor's they said she got a major cut on her foot which was bleeding continuously
The blood clot after sometime but when she got inside the warm i water it opened her wound again which cause her bleeding again
And she haven't eat anything because of the wedding and I forced myself on her I took her virginity her energy all got drained while resisting me
Its all fault but I just wanted her love
I thought she loves someone else which cause my anger to reach a level beyond I ever thought which caused me to loose my sanity
I was insane to do all that to her but I was just being jealous I was unable to hold myself
Doctors were all persent in the room I was standing in the balcony..
She is unconscious because of me
I went out of my room not before glancing at her fragile body

I went directly to my practice area where practice shooting boxing everything
I took all my anger on the things that were present over there everything was broken
I stopped when someone came in
Sir maam
What happened to her I shouted and quickly made my way to my room
Doctor please help me he will do that again he is monster
There she was crying afraid of me begging to them for help so that she can get away from me
I wish if I could hold her in my arms
I didn't expected her this state
Sir she just got her conscious state  back
Go out I simply said to them
Please doctor please don't go don't leave me alone with this monster he will I didn't let her complete the sentence as I was angry because she was holding that male doctor's hand
Aahhh I can't help it I feel extremely jealous
Anamika I wont do anything now without your will
Please believe me and now leave his hand let him go
No... no I don't trust you .. after all this I cant trust you ever 
Leave me alone you monster
You leave the room or else you will be dead I roared to the doctor
He immediately leave from there

Now I can apologize for my behaviour to my princess
I was gonna reach to her but she started shouting
Don't come close to me you are nothing but monster you raped me
Are you satisfied if yes then please leave me I want to go back to my family
Anamika what are you talking ? How can you say this ?
We are married I can't let you go
And why can't you let me go ?
We married ? My foot if this whole is known as marriage then no girl should get married ...
And how can I say that why not Mister Arjun why not if you can do
Anything what you want then why can't I say the real fact 
You said you LOVE me do you even know what is the meaning of love ? what does the word love mean ?
You ruined my life you ruined everything
You should hear the truth
My life was perfect it doesn't matter how much difficulties were there I was strong because my loved ones were there by my side
Everything was going ok until one day you shown up
You killed that boy in front of me
You kidnapped me you tried to claim me yours when I refused to marry you your ego hurted and you blackmailed me that if I wont be with you .. you will kill my family who the hell do you think you are ?
Just because of my family's safety I married you but still I thought I will give this marriage a chance that is exactly what I wanted to say at wedding night
I just wanted sometime to understand you to cope up with all this but you raped me '..
I still don't know what was my fault
You have hurt me physically mentally emotionally you proved me wrong
Doing sex without my concern forcing yourself on me  for what ? You may have my body but you will never be able to have my heart my soul
You always said the same thing you are mine I love you 
These words would make any girl the most happiest person but for me your this words were just a venom
Who didn't killed my body but it eventually killed my everything just in few minutes
Love where was your love when I was begging to you to stop your torture
When I was groaning in pain when I was crying
Huhhh you didn't even knew that my foot  was bleeding the whole time when you were busy claiming me yours
It was my first time I was virgin I never thought I will be raped
I thought the person who loves me will eventually make those moments memorable I NEVER knew you will do these to me
You are disgusting
You are perfect for the title of mafia king heartless arrogant selfish ..

I don't know why you can't leave me
You claimed me then what now?

Anamika I m sorry I know I have made the most big mistake of my life
Forcing myself on you was wrong but making you mine is not mistake
I love you and thats true I just expressed my love in wrong manner
That night my man showed me some photos
Photos of you with some other boy you were pretty close to him
My love made me offender anamika
The thought of you with someone else was killing me my jealousy made me do the things  which I never wanted to do
Anamika that day I was about to say sorry
I wanted to apologize and start a new life with you but trust me anamika
When you will love someone more then anything then your jealousy possessiveness obessession everything doesn't allow your brain to work you become restless please trust me
Please I will do anything just accept me and my love
Forgive me please
I  can't live without you

I can't erase all those things which I have done to you but

But what ? You yourself said that you can't erase the things which you have done to me than tell me what I should  do ?
Be with you so that you can rape me force yourself on me whenever you want
Why don't you hire the girls who does this kind of work why you are ruining my life
Anamika you wanted to know why can't I love someone else
Then listen to this carefully you are the first girl who dared to raise her voice  infront of me
There were too many people on the road but only you tried to help that handicapped girl
You shouted on me just because you were concern for her
Who does this for others
the girl was not having any kind of relation with you but you didn't cared about your life just to help her
You even did alot in that charity event
You are intelligent smart at the same time kind adorable
And even now you didn't use word like call girl you said girls who does such work
You respect each and everyone no matter what they do so I thought you will love me you will accept me even after knowing my profession
You will love me for what I am

I would have done that I would but you yourself finished all the possibilities
I won't be able to do anything now

She got down from bed and locked herself in bathroom
I know she is crying
I was standing in front of bathroom
Anamika I love you please open the door I m sorry please dont hurt yourself I won't be able to forgive myself
I just got down on my knees my           forehead touching the door
And my eyes showed the love which I have for anamika
I was crying ..
Anamika please .

Anamika's pov
I couldn't hold myself so I got inside bathroom and Locked the door
I just seated down my back was touching the door my head bent down I was crying
If he love me then why he need to do such thing with me
I dont know if I could able to forgive him ever in this lifetime ..

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Anamika was right on her side
Arjun hurted her but the fact was
His love was more then anything else she has ever imagine
Arjun did the mistake
Mistake to force his love he took the wrong path to express his love claiming the person you love without their concern or without their will is when you are insecure
You want that person all by yourself

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Or arjun has to live his life forever in regret?
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