Forget to Remember

Lies

I hid, I protected, 
I loved, I cared
I trusted all
Though I was scared

Scared of what
He did before
No key to

An ever locked door

And yet I do it

Again and Again

I wish for it

To find it's end

I can't breathe

I can't see

I was blind 

For you and me

I realize now
It was all for you
No matter what

You would do

The lies mostly

All the cheat

All the mistrust

All the deceit

All for it
To end a fake

I'm left empty
Nothing to take

I wish I could

Just ask you why

You left me
Hung me out to dry

I wish I could
hold you again
I wish I could

Still call you "friend"

You're long since gone
Forever lost
And all at one
Simple cost

My future goals

My full heart

Our time together
Our brand new start

You swore to me
I was yours
Tore down foundation

Walls and doors

I loved you so
I know this truth
I was wrong
To long for you