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Chapter 1.

SORRY IF THERES A LOT OF ERRORS ON SPELLING MY LAZY ASS IS JUST TOO LAZY TO EDIT THIS.

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Scarlett's POV-
  I am supposed to go to school today but I decided to skip, why go if everyone will bully me anyway.. I can't even pay attention in class because of them. But theres always this one guy with really pretty eyes that never does anything rude to me or tells me anything.

He stares at me a lot and makes me feel so insecure about myself, even more because he's hot and I'm just horrific you know?

Well besides that right now I am at a small park where there are little kids playing with their mothers and fathers. They are all so happy with each other, they love each others company and attention... It's sad though, the parents are probably not even happy with each other. I bet they have a lot of problems or thinking about getting a divorce because they don't love each other like they used too when they were younger. Everyone gets bored of a person they are with, I mean it's just the same person you are going to be with forever.

Love is just a fancy word for hurt.

You will obviously get hurt in love all the time no matter who it is. Okay I'm bored now, just looking at this fake family, and I'm also very hungry.

I started to walk over to McDonald's, it's just like five minutes away from the park.

I walked in and saw the guy from school sitting down at a table alone. Probably just ditched school cause why not? It is school after all.

I headed to the cash register and started to order some food, obviously "Hello what can I get for you today?" A guy that looks like he's around me age greeted me with a smile. So fake. I mean you work at McDonald's are you really that happy? As you can see I never think positive do I ?

"Hey, can I have the MChicken meal but instead of it coming with the soda can I have a medium mocha frappe please?" I say with no emotion heard in my voice. He tells me how much it'll be, and I luckily had enough money to pay for it all. He gives me my recite and I take a seat at a table.

I wish I had a phone.. I haven't heard music in an insanely long period of time. Well I do at stores but you can't really quite hear them very well.

Ugh I need food now...

You know.. Sometimes I feel like being pretty would make people actually like me.. Instead I'm just horrendous! I'm fat and have acne everywhere and use these stupid glasses.

And all I have for clothes are sweatpants and baggy shirts.. My father never takes me out to get clothes, or never even gives me money for that. All he does is give me money to go buy food or clothes for him. Why do I even still live with him? I mean I'm barley seventeen, just one more month and I'll become eighteen!!! An adult... I don't want to keep living with a man that abuses me all the god damn time.

I hear my order be called out and I head towards the counter to get it. "Have a good day... Scar" what- how does he- "your necklace says it" he smiles at me and heads to the small kitchen to help some girl out on something that isn't working- I'm guessing.

Probably the ice cream machine.

I chuckle, my mom gave me this necklace when I was younger for my 13th birthday. She used to call me Scar, but I guess now I am a Scar for everyone.

I finish my food real quick and check the time,

12:03 PM

My watch read, my dad doesn't get out until five forty five and after work he goes to the bar and arrives at the house at midnight from the bar... That's when he.. gets really violent and gets all his anger out at me.