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Just In Love

      Well, some fans I have, jeez people. No comments or opinions. Not Cool.

     So Airy and I made up, we talked. My days as a fuck buddy are over but hey can't have everything I guess. I am glad we are talking, we don't as much as we used too but it is better than nothing. Though it bothers the hell out of me when we don't talk, I am teaching myself to stop either being obsessive or paranoid either way we are working on it.

     I have had the flu so nothing terribly exciting there. My friends think I am 'head over heels' for Airy, and yea they might be right. I still crush on people but Airy is like the center of the universe for me. Most days that's a fabulous thing, lately, it just hurts like hell.

     I might be crushing on this one girl, she is really nice and fun to talk to, I just don't know her that well yet. We will see what the future brings, if I keep getting sick the future will bring lots of doctor visits. Actually, it'd be hospital visits to test my blood for cancer. Oi just kill me now.

     I have determined that God loves me and has done almost every favor I have asked of him, (except bring snow) but in return, he is punishing me. I guess the needy can't be greedy and all that. I'm not needy I just have a bunch of shit going on in my life that I want to be fixed, now. Shredding my heart in punishment for keeping my sanity intact. I guess that's fair.