Bearing a a colourful jumper and her best smile
He plants a kiss upon her cheek
"The one that didn't matter at all mattered most."
And her heart did that little jump
You know, that little breath hitch, that disbelief
She'd yearned for his approval
"You've got Tom, you've got Tom" she thinks
But he makes her forget that
•••
All this time they both knew far too well of her little crush
She'd embarrass herself, make a fool of herself
He'd brush her off, he'd shoot a small smile and face away
And she'd begin to speak, but stop the words from coming
She'd bite her tongue and catch her breath and move on
He would never have given her a look, letalone a second
But all the while he'd never leave her mind
His ruffled black curls, his distinct sculptured cheekbones
His cheeky little smirk and his icy blue eyes
But she knew there was warmth behind the harsh facade
•••
There's no way a human being could be so alien
His walls are high and strong, but now forgotten
Emotions were not his forte. He didn't like or want them
But she managed to take a peek inside his fortress
She noticed the pain behind the insentivitiy
The small brooding glances at his polished black shoes
The sadness that struck him when John wasn't looking
It shattered her heart to see him so distant and so untouchable
She wanted to be the one to make him feel warmth
She wanted to be the sun on a cold, cloudy, boring afternoon
•••
Something about her was so pure, so innocent, so needy
She wanted to make him happy, make him smile
She always thought he was gorgeous when he smiled
And that little chuckle he sometimes let escape
And how he furrowed his brows when he didn't understand something
And how he put his hands together and pressed them to his mouth
Almost like he was praying for something, and maybe he was
But he didn't believe in anything, it seemed
He didn't believe in God or morals or friendship or love
He didn't believe in sentimentality or caring
•••
Caring was viewed as a disadvantage to him
Caring for a client could distort his thoughts or sway him
All that mattered to him was the analytical side of his brain
Feelings are just childish illusions to him
Just idiotic and mistaken for actual emotions when all they are is chemicals
He knew nothing about human nature
He knew nothing about humans, full stop
He didn't understand himself and sure as hell would never understand others
But that's now just a story, a good old tale to tell your children
Because he still doesn't understand, but he learned to feel
•••
He learned to feel care for his friend, John
Military and proper and an average human with a combatative personality
And then he realised that he had started to develop and change
And now he knew what it would feel like to be
Friends with someone, to feel right or wrongs, to believe in something
To be in love
But no, it was not with John, John was just a friend, a mate
It was with that girl with the chestnut hair and the warm brown eyes
And who wore floral patterns and painted his life with warmth
With that girl who spent her entire day with people, dead and alive
But never got tired of the empty company
•••
That girl who spent her life surrounded by humans
But was never happy until he was around her
And now he notices her, he looks at her, he talks to her
And he remembers her name, "Molly Hooper" he'd say to himself
And he'd smile an actual smile, a rare sight to all
Just a morgue attendant to everyone else, unnoticed, unloved
And now the one person she always wanted to be noticed by
Saw her
And to her delight, he acknowledged her and knew she was there
"You're not being John, you're being yourself" He said to her
And a smile grew on her small pursed lips and her ponytail swung
•••
He'd sneak a small kiss on her rosy, perfect cheeks
He'd steal tiny glances and flash shimmers in his eyes
He could feel her sneaking past his walls, chipping them
She was chiseling peepholes into the inside of him, the real him
And before, he'd stop her in her tracks and push her far away
But he was accepting the fact that he, Sherlock Holmes
Was freefalling quickly into love
There was no parachute or bungee chord to stop him
And she was terrified, she was engaged to another
But she knew that Tom was just a distraction
•••
She told herself she'd moved on, but she knew it was a lie
He knew it was a lie, everybody knew it was a lie
Here she was, smitten over Sherlock Holmes, the heartless
While she was engaged to a perfectly normal human being
But Sherlock was far more than heartless, oh god no
He had made room in his chilly heart for her
And now her schoolgirl crush is much, much more
It's love, and for once it was real and it was unrequited and genuine
And it may have terrified both of them but they were willing to play along
They were once superboy and invisible girl
But now superboy is just a helpless boy in love
And invisible girl was no longer invisible
{this may seem anti-johnlock but like it's not johnlock is my otp i just ship sherlock and molly really hard okay have a nice day}
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Superman (Sherlock/Molly)
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