Phan Goes Wrong

Chapter 3

  I couldn't believe that I've made it another year with Phil in my life. Maybe it wasn't how I wanted it to be, but he was there.
I was able to hide my feelings very well, at least to him because the whole phandom was like crazy noticing that I was a bit different around Phil.
You see, always I've been now as Heart Eyes Daniel because of how I used to looked at Phil, but I never looked at him in a "love way". But when I was in love, I just wanted to eat him with my eyes. I didn't just looked directly into his beautiful blue eyes, but I started to look at him up and down, to his lips and sometimes, unconsciously, I'd even bite my lips a little looking at him. He didn't notice and he thought that the phandom was starting to go insane. But this time it was the truth, and I am glad that he didn't notice.

So one day of November, we did a meet and greet at New York's Central Park. We met a lot of sweet phanies there, but I couldn't help but to feel jealous every time someone touched him.

Unitl this particular girl, or should I say 26 year old fan came up to him, like any other phanie, took a picture with us and just before she left, she stole a kiss from Phil!
SHE FUCKING KISSED PHILLIP IN MY FACE!

Oohhhhh was I mad. Oooohhh My God was I mad. I felt like the freaking Devil's soul enter through my ass and now I was possessed.
Now obviously she's still a fan, in a meet and greet, and a woman. I couldn't hit her as hard as I liked to. So I just said I was going to do something and went for a walk.

I couldn't stop repeating the image in my head.  Phil is mine!! That's all I could say.
Even though I knew he really wasn't I was whiling to do anything for it to be.
If I couldn't have Phil no one would.

I didn't tell him how I felt then, something else happened a week later that day that changed me for ever.