Arranged♡BTS Jungkook[COMPLETED]

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~Sofia Jung POV~

"Jungkook...."

Two red lines appeared. I cried silently and went outside the bathroom. Then I remembered, he didnt blew it outside when we last did it.

Jimin looked at me. I just nodded at him. He hugged me.

"I'm sorry if I keep on pushing myself, I should be happy if youre happy, I'm sorry, I hope that I'll still be your friend."he whispered. "You'll still be my friend."I whispered back. I cried on his shoulders. I need Jungkook. I need his hug. I need him now.
"Jungkook...left me earlier while I'm asleep, he said that it would be the best goodbye, he said that I like you, so he sacrificed his own love for me."I told him. "I'm really sorry."Jimin said. I covered my face with my palm.

I grabbed my phone and called his number. No answer. Maybe, he changed his number. Probably.

I sighed. Where are you? I need you now. "Please dont stress to much, what do you want?"Jimin asked.

"Jungkook."I answered with my fading voice. Jimin stood up and hugged me. I cried on his chest.

"I cant hold this anymore"I whispered. "I'll help you find him, I'm really sorry"he said.

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[ 8 months later]

"Oh Dra. Jung! Your baby bump is getting big!"Jimin laughed. "Am I getting fat too?"I asked. "Hmm, oh yes, too fat."he said nodding his head. "Omo! What am I gonna do? Patients wont like--"

"Joke, you still look pretty"he winked. Then my tears fell. "Urgh! Why am I getting too emotional!?"I shouted. "Yah! Too much stress will affect him."Jimin said and pointed on my baby bump.

"Oh youre right"I giggled and was about to sit when Jimin held my right arm. "Sit slowly please?"he said. "Pfft, youre to scared!"I laughed. "Your husband might kill me if I didnt take care of you"he said. I smiled at him.

"Thanks for still finding him"I said. He giggled and gave me my favorite fresh coconut juice.

"Do you have any operations?"he asked. "I do have, I only have thirty minutes to rest."I smiled. "Please dont bump your bump"he said while rolling his eyes. "Nae oppa"I giggled.

I looked at the pictures on my table. Jungkook? Did you eat today? How are you? I hope you eat today. Our baby is still healthy. Yep, he's handsome from what I see on his picture. I bet he looks like you, please come back...juseyo....

"Dra. Jung?"

I looked at the door. "Someone is finding for you." I nodded and stood up. Everytime that someone will say that phrase, I keep on hoping that its Jungkook. I've been hoping since the past eight months. If you think that I survuved without him? Well you are wrong. Every night, I cry, every day, I cook breakfast for us, every Saturday, I went to places where he would might be, I call his number every minute, in short, I didn't survive without him. 

I eat while thinking of him, I pray for him to come back, I always think where he is. I keep on telling his figures to our son, I keep on washing his clothes, hugging his pillow, and I always fill our room with his scent. Missing him, wanting him, needing him... 

I feel so alone inside. I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to say 'I love you' to him, I wan't to hold his hands again, I wanna hear him sing and speak. I want too see his smile and hear his laugh. Do you feel how I feel? The feeling of emptiness is ruling over me. I want him by my side....

"Sofia."

My heart stopped a beat. Is this really happening? He hugged me, a tear left my eye. I'm shaking.

Why am I scared?

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