killjoy || jjk

二十六

darkness is just light
turned inside out.
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REFLECTION

The world is another name for despair
My height is another diameter of the world.

I'm my whole happiness or my worries
It repeats every day, the love and hate directed at myself

My friend looking at the Han River there
If we brush along as we pass, will we be fated?
Or maybe we met in previous life?
Perhaps we crossed paths many times?

In the dark people look
Happier than they did during day
They all know where they're supposed to be
I'm the only one walking aimlessly

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JUNGKOOK:
"jeon jeongguk."

JUNGKOOK:
"you can't stop now."

JUNGKOOK:
"you have to do
what you got to do."

JUNGKOOK:
"there are so
many people to-"

JUNGKOOK:
"....okay jeon."

JUNGKOOK:
"maybe i should on
the tv for a while."

JUNGKOOK:
"i seriously need
to catch up on the news."

【jungkook presses remote control, switching on the television. he momentarily
turns back to the computer as
the news starts】

REPORTER:
"good evening, welcome
back to the 6pm news."

REPORTER:
"this morning at 5, the
police have discovered
a gruesome scene at
the seoul train station."

REPORTER:
"a mangled body was
found on the tracks of
the said station.

REPORTER:
"the police reports that
this is a suicide case."

REPORTER:
"the 23 year old, min yoongi,
deliberately killed himself
by standing on the train
tracks only to be run over
by the incoming train."

REPORTER:
"the police conducted
a search at his house which
is located at the east of seoul."

REPORTER:
"the police have found
multiple suicidal letters
at the scene, all written with
the words: i am sorry."

REPORTER:
"the police has yet to reach
out to his family who is
currently living at daegu."

REPORTER:
"more details will
be released tomorrow."

REPORTER:
"if anyone has more
information regarding
the deceased, please
contact the police at-"

【jungkook switches off
the television, yawning】

JUNGKOOK:
"that was depressing."

JUNGKOOK:
"who is that stupid
to throw himself
on the tracks?"

JUNGKOOK:
"people die in
such interesting
ways. wow."

JUNGKOOK:
"i should get
back to the game."

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RAP MONSTER invited you
to a private chat!

ACCEPT?
YES  NO

JUNGKOOK has joined the private chat!

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RAP MONSTER:
i should have kept
my mouth shut

RAP MONSTER:
shit

RAP MONSTER:
fuck

RAP MONSTER:
i thought i
could trust him

JUNGKOOK:
what

JUNGKOOK:
what happened

RAP MONSTER:
that bastard...

RAP MONSTER:
j-hope told suga
about him killing
his own boyfriend