Re-play||CTH(sequel to Red)

Twenty five

This story is probably gunna be really long because I want to put so much into it like wow
-sorry for how I switch POV all the time-
This is like a super long chapter to an insight of Ashton's thoughts

Idk I've just had this really big flush of wanting to write all the time like ????

SEVER TRIGGER WARNING OKAY IM

Third person

Ashton was sitting in his room, nothing had changed, just the fact all his paintings and his 'paint' pots had gone, he was lucky that he had the spare place, which was even further away from Sydney, to store all his stuff in. He was lucky that that place hadn't been raided, they hadn't found the journal.

His mum had packed most of his stuff away, his drums, his posters, his bed side drawers had probably been moved into another room as well. It made the room empty, kind of like him.

His mum had asked about Annabella, all he could do was deny it. He couldn't scare her again, of his younger siblings. He wanted to fix his life but it was going to be difficult.

Ashton was contemplating a lot. He could let his daughter go and he could turn him self in, maybe visit Sienna and talk to her, though there was little chance of that happening, still a thought. He could murder his own flesh and blood and run away, some where far where not many people would notice him. He just was confused, over whelmed. If he had just stayed in prison, he only had 15 years left there, he wouldn't be in this mess. He wouldn't have to hide away from everyone like he is now, though he would possibly get a lot of shit when he got out, he would probably have a better life.

He just wanted things to be normal, but they never would be again, and he knew that.

He remembers the first time that he had murdered one of the girls. It was Ashton's ex, he was so in love with her but she couldn't be with him because of the schools and their difference. She was the quiet, peaceful one, the religious one who was basically a nun, everything revolved around her culture and religion, her political views were different. She tried to change Ashton and it just made him angry.

The abandoned building was where they would go to just talk and laugh. Ashton had tried so much with her but she was a 'wait till marriage virgin Mary' type of girl and she was always hesitant about doing the risky stuff, not that there wasn't anything wrong with that but it just made Ashton inpatient, leading to a fight. They were already down there at that time and he hit her, hard enough to knock the poor girl out, and with that, he done what he did to every girl, tied them up and tortured them. Her pure soul was stripped from her a few days later, then Ashton started with the blood. Cutting and slicing like he had with the other girls. Ashton found a big rush of adrenaline come to him every time he hurt her, because why self destruct when you can destruct others and watch the life drain from them?

That led on to the other girls, all of her friends mainly. He made them watch him murder her, slowly, pushing the knife deep into her, twisting it and hearing her cries and screams of agony. He done this a few more times, letting her bleed out all over, collecting the blood and using it. He moved onto everyone else, all while falling helplessly in love with Sienna.

He needed Sienna, in just more than a best friend way, he wanted to love her, and for her to love him. Calum was in the way though, Calum had a crush on Sienna for months, years maybe before he finally started making moves on her, infuriating Ashton.

If Ashton couldn't have Sienna, no one else could, and that's why he took her. He followed Calum and Sienna home, he watched Calum kiss her and it made his blood boil. He saw red and he clenched the cloth in his pocket that he would use to knock Sienna out. He waited until she was near the alley near her house before running and shoving the cloth over her mouth and nose, her inhaling the drug and knocking her out, Ashton able to drag her to his car that he had parked just near the alley.