Chapter. 18

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Everybody was stunned but I ignored them as I walked into my office with gabe and gabby and locked the door. I sat down on the couch after starting a fire and gabby sat on my lap

“mommy, I think you should rethink this” before I could answer her gabe ran in front of us

“are you crazy sissy? What if next time he hurts us? Don’t be stupid” I narrowed my eyes at him

“Gabriel Lee you better apologize to your sister right now” he hung his head low before facing gabby

“im sorry, but think about it if he’s gone we’re safe” gabby shook her head and sighed

“we’re never going to be safe bubu” I looked at her confused

“what do you mean baby?” she looked at me like I was stupid

“mommy I know he came and hurt you, I also know he’s watching us all day every day and I also know he won’t be finished until all three of us are dead” again I was confused

“honey, he only wants me and you” she shook her head

“nope, bubu is special too we just have to wait and see. Bubu can end him easily that why him wants bubu dead” I raised my eyebrows at her

“how do you know all of this, Gabriella?” she shrugged her shoulders

“grandma told me” then she walked to the door leaving me dumbfounded with gabe.

After a while troy came in and sat next to me “

how are you feeling?” I kissed gabes head

“how about you go find uncle andy and tell him to help you make a cake” he immediately jumped off my lap and ran out of the room so I turned to troy

“honestly? Im hurt” he looked confused

“I thought you wanted him gone?” I smiled and laid my head on his lap

“I am, im just hurt that he couldn’t stay in control and tried to hurt my babies” he moved the hair from my forehead and smiled at me

“babe, some people just aren’t strong like you. At least gabby was there and was able to protect us all” I sat up and stared at him

“but what if next time gabby’s not there? What if he actually hurts one of them? What if my vision is right and gabby dies or even gabe or worse, both of them” my breathing was getting faster but slowed as he put both of his hands on my face

“eva, that’s a lot of what if’s, but that’s not going to happen, ever” I narrowed my eyes at him “

you don’t know that, nobody will ever know if it will happen until its too late” I walked away from him before I could say anything I would later on regret. I took a long 2 hour shower before I put on a pair of fluffy pajama pants and troy’s superman shirt, then I pulled my hair back into a messy bun and walked down stairs to the kitchen. Everybody was sitting at the table and stopped talking when I walked in. I ignored troy and the guys staring at me and turned to andy

“where are the kids at?” he smiled at me

“their playing in tommy’s room” I nodded my head and grabbed the ice cream from the freezer and a spoon before I walked into the basement/game room and sat down listening to music only to have it shut off on my favorite song. I turned around to find troy, shawn, ricky, billy, and jake

“we need to talk” I shook my head and shoved another spoonful in my mouth

“no we don’t” jake took the ice cream from me

“eva, the last time you were like this was when we first got you and amy back from tony” I sighed and closed my eyes

“guys im fine” troy stood in front of me

“babe I marked you, I know you are a lot of things but fine is not one of them” I growled and stood up running a hand through my hair

“you know what? Im not fine, is that what you want to hear? You want me to tell you how not ok I am? You want me to vent out my anger or sadness because that’s not going to ever happen, all of you should know that already” by the time I was done I had tears falling down and a lot of my pack had come down to see why we were yelling

“I don’t know whats more messed up, the fact that I just want to be left alone for the rest of my existence or the fact that I wish my kids hadn’t saved me out there” everybody was looking at me shocked but I just walked off to my office again.

I spent the next 2 hours ignoring everybody and everything and just cried out my frustration. When I finished I walked into my room and put on my shorts and a singlet along with my tennis shoes. After I redid my hair I went to check on the kids but they weren’t in their room so I walked into the kitchen where everybody was again

“have you seen the kids?” andy was the first to look at me

“I sent them to their room for bed” I shook my head

“I just came from their room and its empty” without another word I ran back to their room and noticed that gabbys favorite rabbit and gabes favorite bear was gone. My breathing hitched as I opened their closet door and everything was gone. Everybody had came in as I opened the dresser drawers and all that was there was a letter

‘I couldn’t leave them in unsafe hands’ I dropped the letter and turned to everybody by the door. I could feel the heat rising and my heart pounding and for the first time, I didn’t even try to stop it and calm down

“im going to kill him”  

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OOOOhhhh who do you think has them? and what do you thin eva's gunna do to get her babies back?

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