The New Me

Chapter 37

"Let's take some shots" will announces

"Count me out" Vanessa says shaking her head

"I'll have one" shay tells will

"That's my girl" will gives her a wink making her blush

"I'll take one" I say

"And me" Kayla smirks

I see Caleb wants to say something but sighs and says he'll have one too.

Will passes everyone a shot.

I look for Josh but I don't see him anywhere.

"To Elena for throwing a kick ass party" will says lifting his shot glass in the air

"To Elena" everyone cheers

I down my shot which burns the back of my throat.

"Yuck" I stick out my tongue

"Come on let's dance" shay says grabbing will arm

"Lead the way" he says

I go into the Living room and see Josh on the love seat with Tiffany on his lap.

He's talking to some other guy but Tiffany must sense me staring she looks at me and smirks and grab Josh face kisses him hard.

Maybe it's all the alcohol in my system but I can't stand to watch them, part of me wants to cry while the other wants to punch her in her fake nose.

Josh looks at me and try's to pull away from Tiffany but she starts kissing on his neck.

I turn away and head into other room.

I think I hear someone call my name but I don't bother looking to see who it is.

I grab another cup of beer and down it, I spot Jacob talking to his friends. 

I march right up to him and kiss him not caring if his friends are watching.

"Come on" I whisper

I grab his hand and lead him to my bedroom.

Me and josh make eye contact as I pass.

His jaw is clenched and he turns to Tiffany telling her something.

I go up to the guest room and open the door, Jacob closes it behind him.

Now that we are alone I don't know what to do.

"Sooo" I say awkwardly now that my adrenaline has past

Jacob grabs my face kissing me pretty hard and making me fall on the bed with him on top of me.

I kiss him back closing my eyes tightly so I won't chicken out.

He moves down to my neck kissing it.

"You know I guess we should get back in their it's rude to leave my guest" I laugh nervously

"We will soon" he smirks against my neck

He starts to touch me but it makes me squirm.

"Actually I really can't do this" I start panicking

"Just relaxes" he says kissing me

"I said no" I say pissed off

He looks at me in shock "whatever" he glares

I don't say anything I quickly run out of the room, knocking into someone.

"Sorry" I don't look up

"Hey" I hear Josh voice as he grabs my arm lightly

I look at him and then back at the ground.

"Are you okay?" He says worried

"Why do you care" I snap

"Did he do something to you" Josh say getting angry

"No! now leave me alone" I walk away

I walk into the kitchen since less people are in here.

"Hey where have you been" Anna walks up to me

"Tell me something to cheer me up?" I sigh about to cry

"Okay" she says thinking "ooo they announced a DEADPOOL 2"

"All is right in the world again" I smile

"Are you seriously okay?" Anna asks

"I will be" I give her a small smile

I go into the living room and dance with Kayla and Vanessa trying to have a little fun.

"Hey do you know where my charger is" mike comes up to me

"It's in the guest room I'll get it" I tell him

I walk back to the guest room and open the door to see two people basically naked.

"I'm so sorry" I say in shock even though this is my house

The couple looks at me in shock.

"What the hell!" I say as I recognize them