"This isn't fair to Lucy" I mumble staring up at the ceiling,
"We aren't really doing anything wrong" the green eyed beauty added turning my head to face her and putting our lips in a slow passionate kiss
"I know but it's bullshitty that um we're fooling around while she thinks you like her" Lauren nodded biting her lip
"Or do you like her also?" I question sitting up slightly because if she does then why am I stopping them from being together
"I don't know what I feel for Lucy...I mean I love her she's my best friend and shes totally amazing in every way she makes me feel important and loved" I nodded seeing a little glow in her eyes,
"But I also feel something for you" I smiled smoothing my hand into hers
"You two are just so fucking perfect I don't deserve to have two outstanding people to love me" I chuckled giving her hand a squeeze
"Yes you do, you deserve all the happiness in the world Lauren" she smiled pulling me back into bed and cuddling closer to me.
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"So are we going or what?" Lucy yelled happily wrapping her arms around Lauren I just stared at the two with a sad smile,
I really like Lauren and maybe we shouldn't have started some type of relationship with sex but i really deeply do like her but she also has a big special spot for Lucy and I can't run in and ruin that for her,
"Of course lets get go" Lauren added coming over to me and pulling me up off the chair, I smiled letting her lead me out Lucy's house,
We got to the movie theaters and we bought our tickets Lauren sat in the middle of Lucy and I, i wanted to give them some space to see what Lauren really wants because I want Lauren happy and if that's with Lucy great if it's with me also great.
"Don't run away when the movie starts getting great" Lauren says over to me with that slight smirk I smiled and nodded
"Lauren look at this" Lucy called over I nodded over for Lauren to turn but she grabbed my hand and blow me a kiss before turning to face Lucy,
This interest in me could only be about the sex probably so I don't want to take it too serious, I let go of her hand and sigh staring up at the screen.
The movie ended and I was walking behind Lucy and Lauren it's always like this I'm usually like the third wheel because I'm so quiet I don't talk as much,
"Ugh that movie was amazing" Lucy said
"I'm hungry" Lauren added looking over to me then to Lucy
"Oh okay let's go eat" Lucy smiled grabbing Lauren's hand
"I'm uh probably going to head home" I said when I was standing beside both
"What why?" Lauren question quickly
"I'm not really in the mood for being out"
"What's wrong?" Lucy added with concern in her voice
"Nothing is wrong I just want to be home" they both nodded
"Ok well let's take you home" I smiled thank god they both understand.
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I sat on Lucy bed smiling at how silly she looked trying to find an outfit for this date she's having with....Lauren.
It's been a week since we went to the movies and well for what Lucy told me they flirted all night and she asked Lauren out so now it's Friday and they are having their first date,
