Loyal Till The Soil...

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Devin

8:45 pm...

Wiping the sweat away from my forehead, I climbed off of Briana. As she tried to gather herself from this pole she received prior, I stood to my feet and pulled the wet full magnum off with one hand as I adjusted my boxers with the other. I opened her bedroom door and walked out. I made my way to the bathroom and dropped the condom into the toilet before flushing it down. I opened up the closet's door and got a wash rag and walked over to the sink to wash my shit off, a hoe bath if you will. After I finished up, I left the towel on the sink and made my way back to the bedroom. Briana was wrapped in the covers on her bed that wore damp spots. I gazed down and looked for my clothes and shit.

I grabbed my pants and put them on before letting my shirt follow suite. Briana sat up slowly with an agitated gaze upon her face. I chuckled before taking a seat on the edge of her bed. I was about to put my shoes on but I couldn't help but feel the hole she was burning into the side of my face. Growing irritated, I gazed at her once more before speaking. "What the fuck is wrong with you? Starin a nigga down and shit.", I queried sensing an attitude. That shit was blowing the fuck out of me. Can't please no bitch nowadays, it's like they wanna be mad.

She gripped the covers and covered her exposed body as she folded her arms. I gazed at her waiting for an answer to her sudden attitude. She sighed. "I'm tired of doing this", she said simply.

I furrowed my eyebrows as I took my attention away from her and proceeded with putting my shoes on. As I got my foot into one, I spoke. "Tired of what man?", I queried not really feeling where this conversation could be going.

"Devin, be honest", she said softly as her facial expression began to soften. "Why aren't we together? Am I not good enough?", she queried softly.

I sighed as I continued on with my other shoe. "Where did that shit come from?", I questioned before placing my attention back on her.

"Be realistic Devin, I'm down for you and you know that. I've been out here loyal to you. Only guy I've been messing with and we fight like we're together and we end up back talking heavy. I just don't understand why we aren't together. It bothers me because I am just as loyal to you as Tahari is to Sina, if not more. The only difference is that you and I have been rocking longer than them but look at us. They are actually in a relationship.", she said.

I rubbed my hand down my face. "They're in a relationship?", I questioned out of confusion.

She nodded. "She told me the other day", she said.

I shrugged. "Well, we're not them. If you feelin some type of way because they got together, you need to kill that shit. They got their own thing goin on. Keep ya focus on what's goin on over here", I said as I stood to my feet and grabbed my hoodie off the back of her vanity chair.

Gazing up at me she spoke. "Can you blame me for bringing them up Devin. We've been at this for a minute and I want to mean more to you than just a fuck", she said.

I pulled my hoodie on and gazed at her.

"If I was another nigga that you was havin this conversation with , I bet he'd laugh at ya ass because you let me get in a day after I met you but you want to be more than a fuck." I said before continuing. "I'm not judgin though because you damn near grown around here but that's besides the point. We may become somethin, we may not. Just let things happen on their own and see where this may go if this what you really want. I won't lie and tell you that I don't like ya ass cause I do but shit, right now, I just don't know, I'm not really feelin the whole relationship ya dig right now. Don't press the shit because my nigga with ya friend. They got some mental shit goin on and we got somethin else goin on. Shit, she's been down for him", I said casually.

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