I kept ignoring him and he kept ignoring me, few days past by and same scene we kept ignoring each other.
It was hurting like hell every night I have different dreams but same person was there in each of them, it was him only. I was thinking about him everyday and everynight. I just liked him at first, but the day I knew he had a girlfriend and the day he started ignoring me, I just fall hard for him i was so in love with him.
Everytime I look at him I am not able to glance at him more than one second. I don't know why I found staring at ground more interesting when he is infront of me. I was in love with him and I knew it very well but I don't want to accept it.
After some days there was another event at school and it was great. Me and my friends enjoyed alot but again I have to listen headboy's speech. Why can't school understand that it is not compulsory to have headboy's speech at every event. But again he was at stage right infront of me and I was not able to look at him the second i looked at him my heart was not at normal speed and a tear slipped down my eyes but no one noticed thanks to God.!
After the event we all were heading out the school it was late evening. Our science teacher stopped me and my best friend she wanted a list of students of our classes. So we just moved back in the school where we found him and his friends some of them were my friends too so I smiled at them. All other students were gone as school was dispersed. I just went to computer lab and printed out my class list and handed it over to my teacher she thanked me and than only our English teacher came with the news that our school was selected for acting at international level and our school will be representing our country. We all started dancing as soon as we herd the news. This was insane, I was also part of acting club so it was huge opportunity for me too.
We were just congratulating each other, even though not all were students were present but we all were enjoying this was a really big news for us all.
Everyone was congratulating me as i was one of the lead of acting club. They were all hugging me and than i realise people from his direction were also coming and soon maybe he will come and hug me. 2-3 more people wished me and than i realised he was gone he was nowhere in sight. Did he got jealous again because i hugged some boys?
I don't know but i really was expecting from him to come and congratulate me.
And than some teachers who were present there wished me. My best friend was acting like a weirdo she was so happy for me. She was dancing like an idiot.
Suddenly a teacher's phone rang and she was all serious. She started rushing and asked "which students left school campus like 10 minutes ago?" Our dispersal was like half an hour ago and mostly everyone was gone except we all who were present there. Than something hit me he just left like 10 minutes ago only. And than only one of his friends said his name. And our teacher who got the call informed us that a student from our school got into an accident like 8 minutes ago on the main road of city which was close to our school and condition is very critical.
The teachers who were present there made their ways to hospital and some were going to accident spot and 2 were with us only.
And there i was silent. I said nothing for good 3 minutes but i was realising what ever was happening there, my best friend knew my condition she was trying to comfort me while others were just there not able to process the information teacher told.
And then it was enough for me and i just broke down into tears. I was crying a lot. No one knows why i was crying this much except my best friend who knows very well what was happening. Headboy's friends who were there were in worst mental condition ever. Teachers were trying to contact his parents.
And than only he entered. HE ENTERED THE SCHOOL.
I was not believing my eyes. What was happening. I just ran to him and hugged him as tight as i could he was shocked first but than hugged back.
Everyone was looking at us but i don't care i didn't let him go, i will never.
Teacher asked him "weren't you caught in accident?" To Which he replied "it wasn't me it was my friend from my class and as soon as i got the information when i was on my way to home i just got back to school to check on everyone".
He told the name of student who caught in the accident and teachers started calling someone; may be his parents or other teachers. We didn't realise that student wasn't there even. I was praying for that boy.
And than i realise i was still hugging him never letting go. before anyone came to us both he took my hand and bring me to a side corner. No one was there no one can see us though.
He was looking at me and i was just staring at ground. And than he said he just said that words that i wanted to hear from him for so so long "I love you" he said , i just stared into his eyes and started crying. "And i love you" i replied "what have you done to me. I was crying like crazy when i herd the news about your accident i mean how can, how can you just - NO- are you alright; what- would have happen if you -NO-" I was rambling words and than i saw tears in his eyes.
He was crying, he is so bold and brave i never thought i would see him cry and i think i was the first girl to see him cry. My best friend always told me that if a boy cried for a girl she really mean a lot to him. And he don't have that crybaby type of personality he was literally meaning something and at this point i realised i have to be strong for him.
I tried to comfort him. "I love you alot" he said and the first question pop up to my mind and i asked without thinking "for how long?" "The first day" he replied. You could see honesty in his eyes. Damn he was saying truth he loved me.
"I can't see you with any other boy, i love you way too much" he said. "the feeling is mutual" i replied. "But you have a girlfriend" i added. He frowned and said "please can this be our moment" i just smiled and we both sat on the floor and he layed his head in my lap and we just stayed silent said nothing. His hair were soft to touch. i always wanted to do that and this was best day of my life he finally confessed me his love and i confessed him.
So this was part-4.
Thankyou and love you all.
