Flaws and All

(Chpt.1-03) Vulnerable Virgin🌷

Chapter One
-A Valuable Lesson-
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"So....about your first time..."

*Chuckles* Boy...I sure wish it could've been an actual good experience for me. But now it's one of the things I regret most in my life. I should've never gave it to that bastard...

:: The Next Day ::
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Now February 12th, it was two days before Valentine's day and also the day that would change my life forever.

Little did I know back then, that tonight I would lose my virginity to the first boy I ever gave my heart out to. At that time, I was obsessed with Malik and falling in what I thought was love, honestly. He could have it all from me and I wanted all of him in return of course. ...God, I was so vulnerable and stupid back then😔

But it was still a fantastic day and night for me and definitely one I'll never forget. This is how it went...

At lunch time, Malik came up to my table and sat with me to eat his sandwich. That's when I also noticed the "Jugador" tattoo in cursive on his forearm. I didn't know how to speak Spanish well, which is actually a real shame because I am...spanish. So I couldn't make out the word itself, but I thought it sounded sexy😏

"You wanna come chill at my place tonight? My cousin is going over his girl's for the night" he asked.

"Uh yeah sure, but I'm a need to lie to my parents in order to come. They wouldn't let me stay over a boy's house alone"

"Mm. Still a daddy's girl huh?"

"Still a negro, huh?" I laughed, snapping back at him.

He laughed with me. "Yep, but call yo folks up and then tell me what's up"

So I called my dad and asked him if I could stay over Kehlani's for the night. And he asked if her mom was okay with it, where I told him yeah and he said ok.

:: That night ::🌌🌙⭐

Finishing up a Marvel movie downstairs, he led me upstairs to chill in his room now. I really enjoyed watching the movie with him, we bonded a little bit more during that time and I was eager to spend the night now.

"You sleepy yet?" he asked, sitting on his bed and taking off his shirt in front of me.

I stared closely at his bare chest, viewing the four-pack and muscles on his arm. "No..I'm fine"

"Come sit with me, babe" he held out his arms to request me.

I walked up to him, feeling his hands travel down to my waist before then reaching my lower back. "Turn around"

Obeying, I turned away from him to sit on his lap as he guided me down and wrapped his arms around me. "You eva been kissed before?"

"No, I haven't even had my first kiss yet" I confessed.

"Wow really? Mmm, you too pretty to not have been kissed down yet"

As a response, I blushed with a slight chuckled in his arms. I was soaking up in the moment honestly. You gotta remember that I was very...naive and young at the time. He showed me a few red flags that night alone but in my eyes, all I could see was a cute boy liking me.

"Wanna learn?" he offered.

"Right now? You sure you don't mind kissing me–you could have anyone.. " I turned slightly to him on his lap.