Roommates

c h a p t e r ~ f o u r t y s i x

< preface and epilogue >

{ "so I heard you were going a little insane, you know the voices." he looked over to me laughing a little. I clenched my teeth, I remember telling kian that.

"as soon as I heard your name, I thought.. wow. anyone besides her." his face softened. I looked at him a little confused.}
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it's eva again.
I'm going to start doing titles at the beginning of my chapters
also I'm going to give a little filler or line used in the chapter at the beginning to get y'all attention.
let's try to get 1.1k reads
bad language is used.
this is a really cheesy, but also surprising.
don't play song until told.

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-- 2 days later ( after she went to samuels and nates ) --

"you know your going to have to face her and him again." I heard samuel's raspy voice said as he came into the living room.  yeah I've been staying at Sam's and nates for 2 days now.

I'm afraid to go back home. so afraid it's eating me alive. I've had the same dream 3 nights in a row. it's of zach and emma getting married. it's kinda of a nightmare, yeah I wake up in tears and go into either sams or nates room and they comfort me. but I usually imagine that it's zach just to make me feel safe. i fucking miss him.

I've been sleeping on the couch. and no I didn't sleep with Sam, we made out and that was it.

me and zach had something great. and I don't know if i loved him. but I know he was always there for me.

"well sam, it isn't that easy." I sigh as my attention goes to him, his shirt was off and his tattoo sleeves were shown. he runs his hands down his face trying to wake himself up.

he smiled at me as I got up from the couch, he walked over to me getting close to my ear and he whispered "happy birthday baby girl"

I lightly smiled. as an kid my birthday was my favorite, but now it just remembers me how old i am. I just turned 23, all of the girls were a little older  than me.

"and how did you know it was my birthday?" I ask, and he just smirked at me.

he shrugged still with a smirk on his face. "some lucky fella told me, he also told me that you need to go home quickly."

I giggle "is this your way of kicking me out?"

"no, I'm just listening to your that lucky fella. you know your always welcome, princess" I blushed a little. "now come with me" he grabbed my hand and led me to his room.

he handed me an big rectangular white box that hand an teal ribbon wrapped around the box. my favorite color. I then heard the door shut, and sam was gone.

I sat it on the bed and lightly untied the ribbon, like it was an child. and opened the box to see an dress lightly laid out.

I picked it up to see it was blue and long almost like Cinderella's dress to the ball. I smiled at it almost about to go down stairs and thank sam but then I saw a letter that had "sunshine" written neatly in cursive on it.

I gulped, this is from zach. tears came up to my eyes as I lightly opened the envelope.

"dear my beautiful sunshine,
I'm going to start this letter out with
I'm in love with you.
and you might not think I do, but I do it's true for me. someone once told me that 'love is vivid' and I thought I would never feel that with someone. but I was hella wrong. because you my beautiful princess. you are my definition of love. everything feels vivid with you. when you look me in the eyes. when you kiss me. when your nose crinkles when you laugh. when you flirt. when you concentrate. when your nervous. when you smile. when blush. every move you make is vivid to me, and I can't lose that for anything.
and it's only you, no one else.