Imagines

Requested* Logan Howlett only being able to show you how he feels.

Logan was known for his animistic behaviour, growls and grunts as well as snarls, it was often how he communicated, not into talking so simply making noises, letting you know he was listening and giving his opinion. You and Logan had been together for some time and you had both come to learn a lot about the other, you had wormed your way into the other's heart, you had come to love the other, trusting them and caring for them, you both had dangerous jobs and you worried about each other and neither of you doubted it, your actions confirmed it.

You had both lost people, friends, colleagues and civilians but it was always hard losing people, you were willing to talk to people about it whereas Logan would not talk to anyone apart from you about the losses he deals with.Logan, did not allow anyone on the team to see him get upset or to grieve, he was well known for not being emotional, and most of the time this was helpful as he didn't have to show how he felt, but it was also a hindrance. Logan got animalistic when he lost people he cared for, he had become friends with them and it was sad losing them but he couldn't show it around others. Logan never showed how he felt other than his anger, he didn't mind showing his animalistic side when grieving, especially around his co-workers, but when it came to other emotions he just couldn't show them.

Logan would spend the day in the company of others and he would wear thin, he would be himself the whole day, helping others grieve but not allowing himself the same right. He would come home to you, allowing himself to grieve the loss he was experiencing. Logan would lay with you, resting his head on your shoulder or chest, laying curled into you, just enjoying the quiet and the company as he talks, about how he was feeling or the person, something to help him cope, other times it would be you talking about your day or something that had happened previously to take his mind of off everything that was going on, if this was the case then eventually he would find you and open up with you.