Arranged♡BTS Jungkook[COMPLETED]

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~Sofia Jung POV~

I washed my hands and looked at the mirror. I saw Yeri walking towards me. I was shocked at what she did next. She slapped me.

"Jimin got involved because of you! What if he dies!? Huh!? Can you exchange the kindness that he has given to you!? He even put his life into danger just for you! Well Dra. Sofia, let me tell you this, if you didn't left the hospital, if you told him where you are, do you think this would happen?"

I just looked at her. "Why are you being like this?"I asked. "Because I love Jimin! and I don't know why he's still with you even though he knows that you can't love him back."

I looked down biting my lips, trying to stop my tears from falling. Everything was really my fault. From the very start, it was me who caused all of these things.

"Excuse me, I need to do my job."I simply said then left her.

My team looked at me. "Gwenchana?"Yuri asked. I nodded and looked at Jungkook. "Just wait jagi."I whispered. We started the surgery.

Yes, at the very first it was my fault. Sorry for causing too much to the two of you. I loved the both of you, but Jungkook was the one who my heart really choosed. And I was too late to show my choice. I was too late to show who I really loved the most. I was too slow, too slow to fix up everything.

How are you Jeon Jungkook? My feelings are now mixed up. I don't know if I'm happy or sad. Why do you need to show up like this? What would our baby say if he sees you like that? I hope you wake up once this surgery is done.

"Dra...."

I looked at them. "Uljima."Bambam said. I smiled, "Yah, don't mind me, mind my husband." We continued doing the surgery.

"I choosed her cause she's very different from all the girls, hard to get but will certainly make you fall more, I love the way she looks at me, she helped me change, she's different and unique, and I realized, I miss her, I need her, I love her"

When you said that words? I really felt that you still love me. That I also, still love you. I cried not because I was nervous, but because I missed you so much. I cried because I was a fool. I let you go when I knew I shouldn't. Yeah, Jimin was also one of the reasons, but, your words made me cry more. And that's when I thought, that I still love you.

Sofia♡

     Here's your coconut juice. Hope you like it. I bought lots of them for you. Have you tasted one already? I'm sorry if I left early. It would be the best for you to not see me leave. I'm sorry if I loved you so much. I'm sorry if I just interrupted you perfect life. I'm sorry if I got between you and Jimin. I know you like him. Yesterday, I saw you crying infront of Jimin. I felt hurt and sorry at the same time. I dont want to see you crying again. I'm just pushing myself into your life. Don't worry, I'll be fine. I kissed your forehead before I left. This would be the best goodbye. I dont want to see you cry again. I'll miss you and I'll always love you even if were apart. You'll be my forever wife. Please take care of yourself. Dont stress too much okay? Dont cry. Dont look for me. I love you. So much. God knows how much I love you. But love wont be complete without a sacrifice. So here I am. I'm letting you go now. So this is goodbye...I'm sorry if I loved you so much. Mianhae.

-Jungkook.

The letter that you left really broke me. I don't know what to do, I'm in a panick mode. Where would I find you again? You tell me not to cry but the feeling is overwhelming. Who would not cry when the one you loved the most left you? I don't know how to do anything that time. I literally need you that time, I felt like a child, lost in a world where I don't know anything. I don't know where to start finding you. I never know where you could possibly go. I stare at you pillow every night, I made you meals like you were just by my side, I'll spare a space in the bed as if you were beside me. I wash your clothes as if you were using it. I acted like you were by my side all day, all night.

"Good job."I smiled and looked at his face. The surgery is already done, and I can't wait for him to open his eyes.

"Please open your eyes soon."

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