"I keep it fresher than the next bitch
no need..for you to ever sweat the next bitch
..with speed, I make the best bitch see the exit..indeed,
you gotta know your thoroughly respected by me"
Ain't No Nigga - Jay-Z
Janae
"Jay? Jay?!" Shanice snapped her finger in front of my face.
"Yes, what happened?" I sat up straight.
"You okay hoe? You been in a daze all damn day"
Shanice took a seat next to me, we were on our lunch break from clinical.
"I'm okay, just thinking" I smiled.
"About?"
"Stuff"
"Girl you been sitting here like you got some and I know that ain't the case" Shanice took a sip of her juice.
I shrugged my shoulders and laughed.
"BISH!" She screamed.
"Shh! Be quiet !"
"No, no, no!! Who done did it?! Whoooo?!"
"No one didn't do nothing!" I laughed.
"It was David wasn't it?" She whispered.
"I didn't do anything Shanice"
"No you did something ?!" She inquired.
"I did, but not what you think"
"Spill it!" She elbowed me.
"He just gave me head, that's all" I said plainly.
"You let him do what ?!" Shanice's eyes grew wide.
"Shut up!" I laughed.
"Was it good? Oh my lord my baby is growing up!" She faked cried.
"Yeah it was good, I mean I don't know what to expect"
"Did you come?"
"I guess so, I wouldn't know Shanice!" I laughed.
"If you felt like you couldn't go no more, then you did"
"Touché" I laughed.
"Oh my God!? Does Lisa know?"
"No! I haven't told anybody and please don't say anything" I eyed her.
"Secret safe with me.... His lips must be everything" she teased me.
"Be quiet" I shook my head.
"Do tell me about this damn day out because I thought you went to see some damn flowers and you getting almost deflowered out here !!!"
Shanice and I both laughed.
"I don't know, he brought it up, practically telling me what he wanted to do with me but I tried to ignore it. But I was curious" I shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't understand, who is this Jay? One minute you hate him next minute you letting him taste the Jay!"
"It was a weird feeling, but I never felt like that before"
"Of course not you prude !"
"Whatever" I laughed.
"He looks like he knows a thing or two"
"Stop it!"
"I'm surprised he didn't go the full length"
"He said my first time should be special and planned some way"
YOU ARE READING
If You Let Me
Fanfiction"I don't wanna be just a memory And I don't wanna feel your wings break free Because without you I'm lost in the breeze I gotta be strong now, I gotta show you how I'll love you like I've never, ever loved somebody I'll give you things you...
