Arranged♡BTS Jungkook[COMPLETED]

~40~

~Jeon Jungkook POV~

I starred at her sleeping. I can't sleep the whole, the excitement is still on my nerves. I'm such a fool, I left her alone, I shouldn't have did that. I should have stayed with her and believe that she really belongs to me.

I placed away some strains of her hair behind her ears. She moved alittle but still continued sleeping.

A tear left my eye. I missed starring at her peaceful face as she sleeps. I missed touching her face. I missed everything about her. I know she suffered the same way as I did when we were apart. Yes, I was wrong, I was wrong about leaving her. I kept on putting myself down and I kept on believing that I will not be a great father. But after I heard the first cry of our son, everything became clear to me. After I heard his cry, I knew that this child needs a father like. That he needs someone to hold on to like me.

When he held onto my finger, everything was so special for me. I didn't know that being a father really can make you change about your vision in life. Once you saw you child, everything changes from the way you see the world.

I kissed her forehead. She slowly opened her eyes. She smiled and wept away my tear stains. "Yah, stop crying." I giggled and held her hands onto my cheeks. "Thanks for everything, thanks for trusting me, thanks for waiting for me, and thanks for giving me a wonderful gift that has given me purpose."I smiled. A tear left her eye.  

"Thanks for coming back, appa."she whispered. I smiled and kissed her lips. I missed this feeling, the way our lips fit perfectly like a puzzle.

"Can we visit him?"she asked. I nodded and helped her to sit on her wheel chair. I pushed her as we arrived at where the babies are taken. We looked at our son sleeping peacefully.

"Seems like he has a good sleep."Sofia whispered. I helped her stand up and put my arms around her shoulders. "Yeah, and we should sleep now."I smiled. She looked at me. I raised my eyes brows. "Look whose speaking here hmm?"she giggled. "Aish,okay-okay, I'm too excited for tomorrow okay? Aish."I giggled and kissed her forehead.

"Yah, why did you leave so sudden?"

I smiled and looked at our baby.

"The reason was, I thought that youre not mine, I thought that Jimin has your heart, and I was such a fool thinking about that, I left you when I know shouldn't, I spy on you sometimes, I see you cry, I see you pretend smiles, I see how much you need me, but I was a total jerk, thinking that Jimin was right there for you even if I know that I am the one that you really need, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for leaving a girl like you who gave me the most special and unchangable gift in my whole life, I keep on unbelieving myself, I keep on thinking that I can't be the best dad for him, but things changed when I saw him holding my finger, I kept to myself that this kid needs me, my family needs me, and I'm so sorry for everything."

A tear left her eyes. I kissed her forehead again.

"Thanks for giving me Jungsoo."

She laughed a little then started crying. I hugged her and stared at the stars.

[np: Say you won't let go by James Arthur]

"Then I realized, I wanna stay with you until we're gray and old, just say you won't let go."

I never thought that my ex would be my wife. I never thought that this second chance will be the best chance that God has ever given to me. A part of my past that was brought to my present and will surely be in my future.

"I'm so inlove with you, I hope you know."

Yeah, I was so truly, deeply inlove with you. From the moment I saw you in the campus, you literally changed me, the whole me. From the bad boy that they know turned into the campus hottie smart boy, wink mentally. Well, my whole world broke when you broke up with me. I don't know what to do so I decided to go to LA. You were really different, and It seems crazy that youre the one my heart finds even if were apart. From the moment I saa you sitting infront of my parents. I know that God made the plan of 'arranged married' for us. And this is it, now, I'm holding the girl that I love.

"I wanna stay with you, even if we're ghost."

I never want to let you go again. I just want to stay with you, holding your hands until death do us apart.

"Just say you won't let go."

Just say you won't let go. Tell me, even if I know already that you'll also stay by my side. I'll give you everything, and I promise, I'll be a worthy dad for a worthy mom like you. I'll change the baby's diaper while youre sleeping at midnight. I'll make milk for our baby when youre lacking sleep. I'll carry him for you when your back hurts. I'll absent in my work just to help you. I'll take him to school if you have surgery to make. I won't get tired for the both of, for you two never get tired of waiting me.

"Jungsoo Jeon, the next hearthrob in the world."

She hit my chest. "I hope she's not a playboy like you when he enter's school."she giggled. I held her cheeks. "Yah, you really missed it ey?"she whispered. I simply nodded as I lean my face to kiss her. Our lips touched, and from that moment, I knew that everything would be amazing in all of the chapters in our life.

~The End~

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[THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE UPDATED AFTER CHAPTER 39 BUT THE WIFI GOT SICK AND I REALLY THOUGHT THAT IT WAS UPDATED, I'M REALLY SORRY FOR UPDATNG LATE HUHUㅠ^ㅠ]