Poems For The Sad Soul

Poem 70

Sometimes I question what I'm living for,

I just want to disappear, and nothing more.

If life had no meaning, why are we here?

Life is what I'd call a big bundle of fear.

I'm annoyed by the feeling of despise,

I'm living in a world, just full of lies.

Nowhere to run, and nowhere to hide,

I just need someone to stay by my side.

But no one is here, they walk right by,

I can't cry anymore, my eyes are dry.

My past is a mess, and nothing I can bare,

Scars on my arms, at them I'd stare.

I often question, how it came to this,

My life is no longer filled with bliss.

Anger and despise, sadness and fear,

Screams are the only thing you'd hear.

It's not that simple to just live in life,

I'm not going to grow and be a wife.

No one will love me, I'll grow old alone,

I think I'll be capable of doing it on my own.

I don't need anyone's love, nor their pity,

I don't need beauty nor do I need to look pretty.

Sorry for not living to anyone's expectations,

They all act like innocent, but insane patients.

Friendly on the outside, but the devil within,

Befriending someone but don't know where they've been.