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Lucy has added Lauren*

Lucy: lauren

Lucy: please answer me

Lucy: i'm so fucking sorry, you have no idea

Lucy: i know you don't think i mean it, and that i'm just trying to get you back, but i promise you that i haven't done any of this just to make you hurt

Lucy: i know i was a bitch, but can you blame me? i was just.. when i heard you got a new girlfriend, i knew i was losing you

Lucy: i guess i lost you far before that

Lucy: i wasnt ready to lose you

Lucy: i know i lashed out at you a lot, but i promise i loved you

Lucy: i still love you

Lucy: and i needed you more than you know

Lucy: i shouldn't have started messaging your girlfriend, and i shouldnt have spoken to you the way i did

Lucy: it just hurt so fucking much

Lucy: you were all i had

Lucy: please answer

Lucy: just let me explain

Lucy: we don't need to be more than friends, i just need my friend back

Lucy: i really need my friend back

Lucy: lauren, please

Lucy: please

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Lucy: i need help

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Lucy has added Lauren*

Lucy: so it's been a week

Lucy: i thought i'd give you a little space

Lucy: how're you healing up?

Lucy: i figured you wouldn't answer

Lucy: idk if you're actually reading these or just ignoring them, but i'm gonna tell you anyway

Lucy: my ribs are getting better.. there's not as much pain

Lucy: i had no clue how skilled of a fighter you were

Lucy: anyway... so just please answer your phone

Lucy: i really need to talk to you

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Lucy has added Mila*

Lucy: can you please tell lauren to answer my messages?

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Lucy: you're ignoring me too?

Lucy: look, i know how much shit ive put her through. and all of you, too

Lucy: but i really do need to talk to lauren

Lucy: it's important

Mila: why the fuck do you need to talk to my girlfriend? so that you can abuse her and fuck up her mental health again?

Lucy: you don't understand

Lucy: please

Mila: no. leave her alone.

Lucy: camila, i'm sorry

Lucy: please just tell lauren i really need to talk to her

Mila: stay the fuck away from my girlfriend

You can no longer message this number*

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Lucy has added Lauren*

Lucy: he's yelling

Lucy: please make it stop

Lucy: you were always the only one that could make it stop

Lucy: please

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Lucy has added Lauren*

Lucy: i can't take this anymore

Lucy: lauren i really need to talk to you

Lucy: just let me explain

Lucy: it was so scary to see you lying there unconscious with blood and bruises on you

Lucy: i barely even remember doing that to you

Lucy: but when i saw you there... it just kind of hit me how much shit i've put you through

Lucy: my life is an absolute train wreck, and i'm sorry for ever pulling you in

Lucy: i understand if you never want to speak to me again

Lucy: i'll leave you alone

Lucy: goodbye, lauren

Lucy: i'm sorry for everything

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