the boy scribbled his thoughts messily, ink occasionally bleeding onto the paper when he would pause to collect himself. after he finished each letter, he sloppily signed his name at the bottom with an uneven heart beside it.
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once they were all written and sealed into their respective envelopes, he held them close to his heart. a million thoughts clouded his mind as tears began clouding his vision. he had been holding in all of his emotions, not wanting to soil the papers with his salty tears.
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now that they were all finished, the dam had burst and tears cascaded down his cheeks, falling onto his lap. he weakly set the stack of letters down on the desk in front of him before shuffling over to his bed, flopping down on it, continuing to cry.
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he threw his hand over his eyes and tried his best to keep his choked sobs to a minimum, not wanting to wake his parents who were sleeping just a few doors down. as he was in the process of calming down he mumbled out, "i'm so sorry... please forgive me, hyungs."
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jungkook just wants his friends – and boyfriend – to find solace in each other and be able to live happily when he's gone. he's going to make sure that it happens. he won't be able to die contently if he knows they aren't okay.
