Blaze POV
"Jem just listen to me. It was the mate bond acting. I had no part in it... personally."
I said thumping on the locked door of our bedroom.
"Jem, please, believe me, sweetheart. I am telling the truth." I said
"You promised" she sobbed and it broke my heart to hear the hurt in her voice.
How could I do this? Damn the mate bond and damn everything that came with it. Damn ZARA!
"YOU THINK IT WAS EASY FOR ME TO RESIST JASON? I STILL DO IT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YOU IDIOT!" She shouted.
I cringed, she is right. If she can do it why can't I?
I almost killed Jason when he claimed Jem in front of the whole school. How dare he? The memory still had my blood boiling. I wanted to kill him. But I didn't. I wanted to banish him. But his family was very loyal to the pack.
Banishing him would mean the loss of good pack members. But I would do it if he tried to take Jem away from me one more time. He's been warned.
I could completely understand what Jem felt because of this.
But why was the pull so strong? Even more, than it was the years before?
Because I haven't seen her for years. Because she has changed a lot. Because she is so breathtakingly beautiful that I thought that I would kiss her then and there. Because of those eyes, those beautiful golden eyes that held me captured in them... wait, what am I thinking?
I growled and pinched my nose at the ideas my wolf was planting in my head. This was the first time he has responded to me in the last 3 years. Damn Zara for coming between my wolf and I. I hate her, even more, every passing second. And the more I hate her and convince myself I don't want her, the more I do want her! How sick is that?
I am sure this is some kind of twisted game she is playing.
"Jem, love. Listen to me. I don't want her ok? I hate her! I hate what she does to my wolf. And I love you from the bottom of my heart. I always have and that isn't going to change just because my one and only mate returned." I snarled.
"I want you Jem. I want you, only you." I whispered sinking to my knees against the door.
It hasn't been even 2 hours since she arrived and look at all the problems she is causing. I don't think I will ever say it enough, but I hate her. I hate Zara... Dammit! I still don't know her full name. Whatever. I can't care less.
I heard her coming closer to the door, and I leaned back and looked up as her tear-stained face came into view. It broke my heart to see her like this. I wanted to protect her. I wanted to put her in a safe bubble away from all the pain. I hated myself for the pain I have caused her. She was the one light in my life.
"I love you, Jemima Monroe..." I whispered and she kneeled down hugging me and sobbing into my neck.
"Promise me you will never leave me! Promise me that you won't ever let me go, " she said. I wouldn't dream of it.
"I promise," I said, picking her up and walking into the room. I kicked the door close and set her down on the bed.
I kissed her delicately on the lips as her eyes fluttered close.
She was always so sleepy and tired after I marked her. It is one of the reasons I didn't want to keep marking her all the time. It was tiresome for her. I didn't even want to think of what would happen if I mated with her.
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Finding myself
WerewolfIIHighest rank no: 3II What are the repercussions of a rejection? 1. Getting numb 2. Failing to care about anyone else and 3. Genocide(yes just kill off everyone and get it done with.) At least to me, these are the solutions and they are absolute...