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Don't let the past effect out future

Josh Dun imagine

God she was beautiful. Her smile could light up a dark room, her laugh could cheer up anyone, and the way she passionately loved life made me love her even more. If that was possible. From the first day I met her, she was stuck in my mind. When she said yes to go on a date with me I saw her in my future. She was perfect. There was never a day I didn't think about her. In the past 2 years that we had been dating she came with me on every tour and moved into my apartment with me. I loved waking up next to her every morning and I loved being able to spend everyday with her. I trusted her with everything and she trusted me. Our relationship was as perfect as it could be. She made me a better person and she completed my heart.
Today I was going to bring her to the park for a picnic. Little did she know I was going to propose to her. I woke up that morning with her in my arms. I watched her sleep so peacefully (not in a creepy way). Once her eyes started to open I kissed her forehead.
"Good morning love."
"Morning." she said her voice heavy with sleep. "Do you have any plans today?"
"Well I was planning on bringing this beautiful girl on a nice date to the park."
"Well you two have fun." she said giggling. Her giggle was adorable.
I got out of bed and made my way to the shower. The whole time I was thinking about what I was going to say when I proposed to her. I practiced a few things with Tyler but I didn't want to sound rehearsed.
Around noon I called Tyler feeling like my nerves were gonna take over my body.
"Hey dude. Today is the day."
"I know. I'm getting really nervous, what if she says no?"
"Your kidding right? Josh, Y/N is madly in love with you, she told Jenna that. Plus you're head over heals for her. Don't worry just talk to her like it's any ordinary day."
"Thanks Ty. I'll call you later with what happens."
"Good luck, go get yourself a dime piece wife like I have."
I ended the call and headed into the bedroom where Y/N was getting dressed.
She wore a simple white top and a pair of black shorts. I started at her for too long and she caught me. God I loved he body. All her flaws made her prefect.
"Are you just going to stand there and stare or are we gonna get going?"
"Right sorry. I could help but stare you're gorgeous."
"Well thank you. You're not too bad yourself Dun." she said as she grabbed my hand and we made our way out the door.
I put everything in the car and opened the passenger seat door for her.
"I'll be right back I forgot my phone."
I lied and ran back into the house to grab the small black velvet box that held the ring.
Jenna helped me pick out the perfect ring for her. It was simple but I knew that's what she wanted.
She was a shy and laid back person and this ring would complement her personality perfectly.
Once arriving at the park I took her hand and carried everything in my other hand.
"Josh I can carry stuff if you want me to."
"No, today I'm treating you like the princess you are."
"You treat me that way everyday." she said with a smile.
We took the spot under the tree by the pond. It was the same spot I took her on our first date. It was perfectly shaded for a hot summer day like today and it was away from all the chaos of kids on the playground.
I placed the blanket on the ground and we sat down together.
"Are you hungry?"
"Yeah. What did you bring?"
"I made your favorite sandwich." I said as I pulled 2 sandwiches out of the bag.
"Thank you. You're the best at making these."
We sat and ate and talked about her job and the tour that was coming up.
Once we were both done she cuddled into my side and I held her close.
"I'll be right back, I forgot something."
I got up and made my way back to the car to get the ring.
I was only gone for about five minutes but what I was about to go back to I never expected.
Y/N P.O.V.
Josh had brought me on a picnic date. It was perfect just like him. He was such a great boyfriend and I loved him to pieces. I had since the day we first met. Something was just so different yet special about him.
"I'll be right back, I forgot something." Josh stood and started to walk back to the car. That's when I noticed a familiar looking man sitting on a bench near by.
When Josh was out of sight the man stood and came over to me.
"Let's go." he said. It was my ex from 3 years ago.
"Alex, what the hell are you doing here. Leave now."
He grabbed my arm and pulled me to my feet. It started to bring back all the bad memories of his abuse.
"Stop it." I said as he pulled me up to my feet.
He covered my mouth with his hand to muffle my scream and pulled me in the opposite direction the Josh just went.
"Listen up Y/N. You can't love anyone else than me. We're meant to be together. Leave him and come with me." He said with a tight grip on your arm as you reached his car. You heard Josh calling you name from a far.
His grip on your arm disappeared as he put both his arms on either side of your head and kissed you. You tried to get out of his hold but he slapped you.
"Don't be such a bitch." you could smell the alcohol on his breath and it brought back a memory of him pushing you to the ground in an alleyway and him kicking you until you couldn't struggle anymore.
"JOSH HELP!" you screamed on the top of your lungs and Alex pushed you to the ground, pulling your hair so your face would meet his.
"You fucking bitch. You shouldn't have done that. Get in the car" you just glared up at him. "NOW." His voice raising made you jump. You stumbled to your feet as you saw Josh running towards you. Alex didn't see Josh but he had that grip on your arm again as he pushed you into the car. You sat there shaking as Alex went in front of the car to get to the driver's side. Josh came up behind him and punched him to the ground. You quickly got out of the car still shaking walking over to where the 2 boys were on the ground, Josh on top of Alex punching his face.
"Josh stop. Let's leave now. I wanna go home. Please." Josh stood up and pulled you into his chest hugging you. He put his arm around your shoulder and turned to Alex who was sitting on the hood of his car holding his jaw in pain.
"Think you saved her huh? Don't worry I'll win her back. She loves me still. She loves how I use to hit her and I made her cry. She's different than she use to be because of me. I made her this way and I love it." Josh and you were already walking away towards his car as Alex spoke.
Josh turned around and let go of you. "You fucking bastard come near her ever again and I'll fucking kill you. Got it?" Josh was in Alex's face screaming. You never saw this sit of Josh and it kind of scared you, but it scare Alex even more.
"Thank you Josh. You're always there when I need you the most, I love you." You said as Josh made his way to the driver's seat of his car. He turned himself in the seat so he was looking right at you. He held your hand and kissed your knuckles. Your shaking finally dying down.
"Who was that? What did he mean he changed you?" That's when you realized Josh never knew about Alex. When you met Josh you had just broken up with Alex. you didn't want to remember all the years of abuse he put you through so you never bothered to tell Josh.
"He was my boyfriend before I met you. We dated for 3 years and he wasn't a good person."
You stared down at you lap that held both your and Josh's hands.
"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. Just know I love you."
"No it's time you know. I kept this secret way too long and I trust you."
He squeezed your hand as a reinsurance to keep telling your story.
"It was all fine at first but then he started to drink more and more. When we moved in together he would beat me almost daily. I thought he loved me and I was so scared so I stayed. He would do awful things to me like push me down stairs and leave me there or one time I walked on him and another girl in our bed. For some reason I just kept staying because he said he would change, when really I was the one changing. Josh I've not always been this shy person. I use to be outgoing and loud, but he would hurt me if I ever embarrassed him so I became a shy, scared, laid back person."
"Y/N why did you not tell me this before?"
"I was scared you would leave thinking I was a broken person."
"No. You're one of the strongest people I know. I love you, and I love who you are, god I love everything about you. I saw how you were shaking. I never want to see anyone hurt you like that again. Y/N I know this probably isn't how you wanted this to happen but," Josh reached into his pocket and pulled out a black velvet box. "Will you marry me?"
You nodded your head as tears threatened to spill from your eyes.
"Of course Josh. I love you."
The drive back home was filled with laughter and happiness. You really did love Josh and you were happy he was there for you when you needed him.

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